Not a conquest FR, but a story you might want to hear.

I spent NYE at one of my plates party. Yeah, not best plan, but all the other were undoable for me. Anyway, she acted good, and got me into this party. Context : 12-ish people, guys and girls. Most guys are gays, the only other non-gay is in couple. The crowd is really a bunch of vegan-feminist, you know what kind of people. I'm a wolf in disguise.

I knew i'd fuck my plate after the night, so no pressure whatsover. As the night goes on, I tell my plate, that is a hardcore feminist, and knows that I'm swallowing the Redpill (I tell her each time I fuck her that's I've passed on the other side, that she sleeps with the ennemy... She fucking loves it. Every guy should bang a feminist, must see how dominance carving they are...), I tell my plate that I'll drop the feminism subject on the table. See, I say it to my plate, saying the word "feminism" high enough to have other hear it. It that's just what was needed : I sat back an relaxed, watching them debate on that shit, laughing in my beard, hearing my plate's panties get wet as I crowd controled her friends into a sterile discussion for my sole pleasure. Loved it.

This had nothing to do with what I'm going to say, but it was pretty funny to do, really, and though you'd like the share. Anyway.

It gets late, and one of the guys propose to play a (childish) game called "In 2014 I..." where you say something you did in 2014 and every one that didn't do it has to drink. Whatever.

After a first run, my turn eventually comes, and I just drop : "In 2014, I fucked Plate". To which the crowd answer in an awkward manner, none of them drinking, all of them weirdly looking at each other. Not even the gay guys. Wtf. As I look around with a semi-surprized, semi-amused look, I hear my plate saying "We had an orgy". Next person takes the lead, and game goes on.

I really didn't like what I heard. Not that I gave a fuck that my plate would fuck other guys : I know she does, and I don't care, cause I know I fuck her better than any other. Yet I don't like what i heard, and I sence that my feels are tingling. I just ignore them for now, as I'm not ruining my night over that, but really, there's something I should look into here.

I spent the next day in bed my Plate. Not a good day of fuck. Banged her because I had to empty myself, and because she was there. Refused a BJ from her, told her I didn't want to make a 4th round. Just go my way, we watch a show together, whatever.

Then I ask : "So, You had an orgy ?"

To which she answers, with a grind : "Heh, you really believe everything you're told".

"Well... yeah, sure!"

See, I didn't have time to look into those feelings I had the night before, therefor I didn't fully control them. So the former beta me jumped on that sentence, and felt happy about it : just needed to feel reassured for whatever reason made me uncomfortable instead of confronting it and conquering it. So I just take her word, and move on.

As she saw she wasn't going to have anymore of me, nore physicaly or personnaly, she starts to get dressed up to leave. As she's about to go, she lies down on me, and stares at me for a few seconds, her face just over mine. I looked at her in "lol yeah?" manner, as I didn't appreciate her presence that much (plus, she pretty stinks after I fuck her, I hate that). She then kisses me on the lips while saying good bye. I didn't give the kiss back. Whatever. Then she left.

I then spent my day on my own, I rethough of every thing. Shit, she actually never said she didn't have an orgy. And I have every signal necessary to believe she did. From this point, I just know that orgy happened, and that she pretty much lied to me.

I still had to understand where the feels came from, and got that answer from a friend of mine : basically, the fact that everyone in the room fucked everyone else took away my "speciality", being "that guy that fucks her good", I droped to "one of those so many guys she fucked". Also I knew social validation isn't the best way to go, my self confidence during this night was partly built on that point, and seeing it getting crushed is what made those feels appeared. Thanks Sherlock.

So yeah, I'm not going to bang that chick again. She'll get softnexted, and if she comes and ask anything, I'll simply tell her that I don't like being lied to.

That's not the first time a chick does that to me, letting me hear what I deeply want to hear without actually lying. Guys, if a girl doesn't answer directly to a question of yours, she's hidding somthing.

Second thing I learnd : do not build your selfconfidence on the fact that you bang a chick. I would never have had those "feels" if I didn't get in there thinking "I bang her good, and they all know it", because it was giving them power. Instead, I should have gone in thinking "I can bang anyone in this room better than whatever previous sex they had". That would have fixed the problem.

Oh, and why did she lie to me ? She feels I'm drifting away from her and that I'll eventually drop her. Too bad that she provoqued the crash, I know have a perfect reason to next her.