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You may remember a video from a while back of a 17 year old boy being attacked by a 23 year old woman for filming a beach with a quadcopter. If you would like to see it, click here.

I've seen pictures of the boy and watched some of his videos, he seems like a pretty awesome kid, but he's pretty far from what a woman would call sexy.

This video reminded me of something that happened to me when I was around 8 years old. Hopefully it drives home just how revolting you are to a woman if you are not a high-value man.

When I was eight, I was being raised by a single mother. She had a night job at a vinyl packing plant that paid her pretty well and she would drop me off at a professional babysitter on her way to work. I would stay the night there and she would pick me up in the morning when she got off.

Some background about me when I was that age: I was fat, slow, ugly, I sucked at anything physical and I got picked on quite a bit by the other kids. As I grew up that stuff changed, thank god. All I wanted was to be nice to people and have them like me, it seemed like the nicer I was to people, the less they liked me. I was addicted to video games and I had no interest in playing with others at all, so I got fat and slow.

There was this older girl there, another one of the kids being babysat, she was about 12 or 13. One day we were the only two outside. Oh, this was a Mennonite family doing the babysitting, so they had no tv's, this was one of the few times during the week I would see sun. I could probably do a full write-up about the patriarch of that family, he was my first exposure to what a red pill man was.

Anyway, this 12 year old girl and I are outside. I was swinging on their little swingset and she asks me to come over to her. I did, and when I was over there, she started hitting me.

She knocked me down, got between my legs and hit me in the balls SO MANY TIMES. I couldn't stop her. She kept telling me "Don't you ever, ever use this. You are disgusting and no one will ever want you, so don't you ever try to ask a girl out or kiss her."

I cried, I told her to stop, I told her it hurt, it hurt SO BAD. She wouldn't stop, I wasn't strong enough to stop her. I didn't do anything to her, I couldn't understand why anyone would do that to me, I was nothing but nice to everyone.

She eventually stops and goes back into the house. I laid there for a while. I had never been hit before, by anyone. I didn't understand. No one saw what happened, it was just her and I out there. I didn't tell on her, I didn't want to be the boy who got beat up by a girl.

I sure as hell understand now. She was DISGUSTED by me. I was worth NOTHING to her, my life and how I felt was worth NOTHING. She was revolted by the thought of me growing up and trying to spread my genetics. It's the same for that poor kid who was attacked for flying that drone around, he disgusted her, and the thought of him possibly getting some sort of sexual jollies filled her with revulsion to the point of violence. If his SMV were high, she wouldn't have cared at all.

Remember men: No one cares about you. Raise your SMV. Lift. Make money.

TL;DR - Older girl viciously assaulted me as a boy.