I touched on this in my OYS this week, but want to get a few more thoughts.
Last week a former LTR hit me up out of the blue. At first it was just catching up a bit, but after a couple of days she turned things sexual fast. Now shes saying things like she "misses choking on my cock", how she wants me to fuck her in the back of her car in a crowded parking lot, etc. She's fully aware that I'm married and I dont discuss any details of my marriage with her (she has no idea that my wife hasn't let me fuck her since January), but insists that she just wants to be my "secret little fuck toy." Shes 4 years younger than me, but has hit the wall face first. Still fuckable, but definitely not what she used to be.
Sex was always insanely great with this LTR but she was too clingy and emotional, so I bailed. While it has been 15 years, I'm worried that she'll catch feelz and become a problem. Should also mention that she is also married but separated, and lives half way across the country from me. My work involves travel and I could easily go on a "work trip" just to meet up and fuck her with minimal suspicion from wife.
I'm torn...debating on plating her or ghosting. I'm not sure I have the frame to manage a plate quite yet. Since shes an ex with history, also worried about her catching feelz and nuking my marriage.
On the other hand I havent seen a pussy in 9 months and I'm fucking losing my shit. Also could give me the chance to practice game and frame.
Should I plate this one, or wait to game fresh girls that are younger and hotter when I'm further along in my red pill improvement? It's not too late to ghost her or cut her off if I decide not to fuck her. Any input is appreciated as always.