The last couple girls I've been hanging with have been huge sluts. Like 30+ dudes they've fucked. It grosses me out.
I met a girl that seemed pretty chill and was really fun to hang around with. Picked up on my sarcasm immediately, a lot of people can take weeks to understand when I'm joking about stuff.
She came over and she didn't want to sleep with me. That's honestly fine. I find it admirable if I can pull all my cards and not get your pants to budge. If you sleep around like crazy, I genuinely don't trust you to not cheat on me if we're in a relationship. Guys have to work for it, but girls just have to say "yes".
She came over again tonight. Same story, she doesn't want to sleep with me. We're having fun though. I end up getting her pants off, it's most likely going to happen but we're still flirting around.
I ask if she's ever had a threesome and she says yeah, "but with two guys so it wasn't like weird"
Finally it all adds up, this girl isn't some incredible gem, she's a slut just like all the other ones. We're not equal if I've slept with a bunch of girls and you've slept with a bunch of guys. It's not some feat to open your legs.
Then I realize this girl is out slutting it up without a care in the world but for some reason I'm "special" so she wants to hold off. Get the fuck out.
I kind of backed off. She put her pants on. She said, "we could still hook up if that is what you want?"
nope. I don't. Thanks for playing.
Why does this stuff bother me so much though?