I used to write in my game log sometimes daily how many IOI’s i used to get. ‘Issue’ or whatever it is started about a year ago where they dropped significantly and i have no idea why.

Me: 6’5, skinny ripped(vascular and defined body, broad shoulders and ‘le petite latina waist’), curly hair, chieseled jawline and prominent cheekbones(doesn’t matter at all and no one ever fucking mentioned it except asking if i lost weight or starving myself because my face sink in), good style, good hygiene

Same thing two years ago and IOI’s were common, now, i’m invisible, nothing changed in worst, my look became better

All that shit makes approaching ten times harder then it is, when you catch some eyes it’s much easier, now, it seems my ‘advantages’ are nothing, basically useless. Is not that i’m bitching here because i worked for it, no, except hustlin’ at the gym, other stuff are natural

Why is so? I do feel even less depressed then before. Is it my vibe? Do i project some shitty energies? How to know?