I'm 24, got into school again after i failed when i did first time at 19. Worked some shitty jobs and now i'm back to learn. I don't study much, unfortunately to say other issues and problems i have in life are the one taking the most focus and attention, and not something that SHOULD be the most important, finishing school, getting money, and get the fuck out of the parents house

I'm fairly attractive guy, who's big beta bitch and doesn't approach much, rarely to be honest. I only got laid once at 19 when i paid the hooker, in the last two years when i finally got into getting laid i had bunch of chances that failed

That fact that i'm virgin, but looking good, while others who look like crap or average had few lays besides them. Also i don't have properly established social circle and have few friends. I'm missing the experiences a lot, good memories, some situations i could think of, i have nothing except being miserable, needy, sad. I discovered RP at 19, then my life went downhill from there, discovered how much i have to work and i'm completely blocked by sheere number of problems and issues i have

Just because i have no established mission, and it seems my mission is making up to lost years, which again is incredibly hard to follow and do due to being fucked up and having shitty mindset and depression, can ALL that be considered as a mission? It's not well defined but i have to find something to strive for