Hey all, me again. I posted this thread last week during what was a pretty bad day for me. https://www.reddit.com/r/exredpill/comments/bbpx5p/can_i_be_forgiven/

Since I got your responses I’ve been thinking a lot about what drove me to sink into this world in the first place, and it hit me like a truck. I’ve always been pretty emotionally expressive and I kind of hate it, my biggest fear is that I’ll start crying during an argument with somebody which has happened a few times. For those reasons I’m really afraid of getting close emotionally with people, but especially women.

I know I need to fix this, but I’m not sure where to start. Anybody have any advice?