I'm a teenage girl and I think I discovered the manosphere and all these communities through following the rabbit hole of browsing reddit/youtube. Some of the things I read written by members of r/femcels r/braincels r/MGTOW r/Redpillwomen r/TheRedPill make me so so sad. All thing about women hitting the wall at age 30, men only marrying women for sex, women are the gatekeepers of sex etc etc, your husband will leave you if you get fat old and ugly... And then when people post those studies about how men are mostly physically driven and they don't care much about anything else a woman has to bring to the table as long as she can be a homemaker/good at sex/decently attractive. And then you read on psychology today about how monogamy is not natural and men are happier with polygamy... Then you have alpha and beta....It makes my heart hurt a lot because it dehumazies us as people... I thought we were deeper than biology or some small sample study... I thought humans could develop deep emotional connections and love one another unconditionally... perhaps that's the paradox of idealism in the relationship world... I just hope my husband doesn't leave me when I become all wrinkly and saggy when I'm over 35 :( Women are humans too... :( I guess it's true, men age like wine, women like sour milk... I wish I could be male sometimes because of this....

Sorry for the illiterate ramble. I am just so so saddened by the things I read online because it's cold hard biology and nothing beats science... We really are just a bunch of complex monkeys trying to spread our seeds. :( We can try to alter our inner desires with philosophy and religion but you can't beat mother nature :( Haha.. I love being a woman lol....

Like I am trying so hard to stay a virgin, be thin, look my best, protect my skin from aging, but we can't beat the biological clock. I wish time could just freeze. I am so so happy with the way my life is right now :( I don't want my husband to leave me... :(I wish we weren't so impulsive as a species.