What the title says. I myself am a bottom, and have fucked around a bit, and now I'm bored. I've been voluntarily celibate for almost a year since. Hookup flings are empty. Making genuine friendships as an adult feels nearly impossible, and I am very much an introvert on top of that. I'm mostly a masc type of 23 year old bottom who lives in a far out rural area, I am very much disconnected from the gay dating scene. I'm not entirely sure I see the point of starting a gay relationship, yet I am very lonely most nights. I'm not sure I'll ever have the desire to raise a child with someone. Gay men also tend to be much more promiscuous. I'm pretty sure If I were straight, I'd honestly still be having this same problem. Existential dread and loneliness never subside. I have a few dogs, and that's one of my preferred methods of coping. Is having risky hook up sex all there is if raising a family isn't the end goal?