I have something called Crohn's disease - it's a digestive disease that has caused serious weight loss (been down to 105 pounds at 6'2"). Shit is the worst. Nasty injection meds, high risk surgeries, strict diet, hospital stays, etc. It's my life, as I've been eating extremely carefully and training hard for well over a year now to gain weight. Doing well for the time being.

When I tell male friends I have it, I get crazy props. People treat me different. Especially in my earlier days of lifting, any jokes about my weight all stopped when people found out I had a disease. People became crazy supportive. I'm pretty red pilled so I always watch to make sure I'm not using it as an excuse, but sometimes I do realize I am at a disadvantage because my body is attacking itself and destroying my intestines one day at a time.

Because it's such a big part of me, it sometimes comes up in convo on dates. Usually I'm pretty open about it but I think some chicks are off put by it, some have more respect (nurses esp). Some are probably dumb enough to think it's contagious. When people find out, they usually have a lot of sympathy so sometimes I feel some of the sex I get might be pitty fucks - that might also just be in my head. I lift and it looks like I lift. My ab area is all scared up from multiple surgeries - I don't have a belly button. Evolutionary thinking would suggest to hide it as much as possible as chicks want the healthiest, strongest man. Red pill might instead suggest mentioning it to polarize and filter quality girls and let those repelled by it, wander off. Thoughts?