Before I swallowed the pill I was still pretty alpha, but got completely beta when I got comfortable for too long. I had this gorgeous goody two shoes going to save the world by being a doctor chick. Was going to get married, planned out our future all that shit. Still, we fucked when she wanted, we had our dates on her schedule and by her tastes. I wasn't a complete bumfuck though, I had money from a sales office, made more money on the side than my employees made in a month, in suits everyday, new car, played the dread game and saw through shit tests from a lot of our mutual friends and destroyed them before I truly knew they were so prevalent. I was pretty chubby at that point but it didn't stop me from being valued with the collective single female population around us. I look back at it now and my adventures of messing people up verbally just for fun including the chicks who were obviously gunning for my sack were the only things that kept my main chick around. Then I learned that she fucked my buddy when I was in rehab for getting into snorting H. I lost the business at this point and everyone I employed found jobs at similar sales offices around the city.

Went through the motions, started separating myself from her and initially only some of our mutual friends. I started reading through this sub around that time as well. It truly made for a quick recovery. I found solace in one of my extremely beta friends (lets call him billy bob) and stayed at his house for a month. Even though I paid rent, it still wasn't a big deal because we were pretty close and passed out with each other a lot.

During that time we went out a lot and he got himself a fucking stunner. They went out together a couple times and I would come back to his place finding them watching netflix together a lot but they wouldn't fuck. Now this guy is a listener, he's good with emotions and how to deal with them, offers everything a good orbiter should have. But I didn't say anything because they spent so much time alone together that I thought they were bound to fuck at some point.

The first time I talk to the girl is when we throw a party at his place. I spark up a blunt and she's in the rotation for this one. We make it clear that since some people are throwing in for this smoke sesh, were going to puff puff pass. I'm also the supplier here so I was not only talking to everyone but taking their money. Including some of the chicks that now see me as on the market. She says she's tasted better weed than mine when she finally gets the blunt. I look up at her and lock eye contact and at this point I almost break frame because I knew what this was. She was shit testing me as an icebreaker. I wanted to know why. I could tell from my peripheral that one of the betas in the rotation thought I was pissed off because I wasn't saying anything. She doesn't hold eye contact very long but I maintain it, she takes one puff too many and I ask her if she's going to match if she's going smoke so much. In hindsight I think I was just shooting in the dark here and it was the first thing that popped into my head, but she took another puff and passed to next person. I didn't say anything, though I walked away and started talking to one my bros that showed up to the house. I don't care about my turn to smoke, I wanted to be more clear minded for what I thought was about to happen.

I came back to the rotation standing next to my buddys new seemingly prude girl, take the blunt, puff, and skip her entirely. She gets a little tense and whispers "hey what gives?" I ignore her and start talking to another one of my buds about the money he owes me. She kinda gasps at me and leaves to find billy. I thought there would be more to deal with, but whatever. I wanted to stop thinking about it.

Later on at maybe 2 am everyone had left and there was only billy and his girl and me and this plate I was talking to about the logic behind god and religion. I don't think she realized that billy and his girl were together (the first time I saw them kiss was at this party and they haven't gotten farther than that at all) After we four talked for bit billy went to pass out and was absolutely trashed because of an all nighter he pulled at his job the night before. The trooper leaves us three to ourselves. His girl doesn't really waste time and apologizes for hitting the blunt too many times. I made it look like it took me a while to remember what she did, but I said "nah dont worry about it, billy's like a brother to me" basically getting across that if it wasnt for him, you wouldn't have gotten anything else from me. My girl then hands us shots out of nowhere and sits next to billys girl. They start whispering and giggling like crazy after shot 3 and then my girl throws herself on me. I let it continue thinking billys girl would just leave but as soon as my girl pulled away bills girl faceplanted onto her tits.

I didn't even know she was there so I didn't really know how to react to this surprise. My girl is unzipping my pants so I pull her away and tell billys girl that this is gonna be just me and my girl for the night. She respond with "nah I don't even want you, just her" and at the same time reaches through my opened pants and grabs my dick I throw her off the coach.

She bumps several of the glass bottles off the table and wakes up a passed out dude in the corner as well as billy. He comes in and asks what the fuck happened. She let the waterworks flow and said I hit her. My girl just sits down and doesnt say a word. It's ok, I don't need her. I look my dude in the eye and tell him that she wanted to have a threesome with us.

I was actually surprised that he took my word instantly. His girl starts to try to talk but doesn't really get any words out. He nodded affirmatively and then helped his girl up. He kind just looked at her and you can see him just fill up with so much anger. He just yells FUCK and tells her to leave. She doesn't believe whats happening and asks if she can sleep on the coach. He says no. She asks if she can get a ride home and he laughs though I could still tell he was pissed off as hell. I get up and open the door without saying anything and she kinda looks around and leaves. We three talked for bit and I chose to go to sleep leaving my billy alone with the girl I was about to bang. I go to the kitchen to grab a bite before I sleep and he comes in and thanks for me pushing her off when I did. I'm too tired for conversation at this point so I just decided tell him to fuck the girl that I was about to nail. I told him to talk to her for a bit, get up close, get to rubbing, and when you guys start making a different kind of eye contact just start doing what you want to do. Don't ask, just do it. He nods again and I hear all about it the next morning.

He's come a long way since then, but that was the first time after swallowing the pill that I had to deal with chicks like that and it just felt like second nature in that drunken/high mindset.