Nice plate, only plate rn. We have fun ahng out for like 15 hours of fucking and shenanigans twice a week. All good.

We sometimes do a little blow and some beers. Light shit.

The other day we got too cozy and way too fuckd up she started talking about how some nigga messaged her and it bothers her, I told her I was gonna send them a pic of me right then an there she said kinda nah but then I did and she was fine. She said nigga bothered her 🤷🏻‍♂️.

Anyway towards the end of the night she leaves I ask her to come back for 5 seconds to kiss her and play around whatever, she left shortly after.

I then in my fuckd up state told her we shouldn't see each other anymore and asked her if iw as wrong. She said I was right that were not good for each other (I feel like she said that cuz she was spited because she loved to be with me).

I feel like an idiot and I wanna message her and tell her that everything happened because of the blow and heavy drinks. I don't care if we back I just don't want that bad blood I'm not the type of guy that can fuck up in such a stupid way and be okay with it. I wanna make shit right.

I felt she didn't want to stop seeing each other really but I betad the fuck outa this night because of the inebriation. I showed jealousy even though I wasn't jealous.

Also she owes me a good amount of money.

Should I try to leave shit even, leave no bad blood, and try to get my money?