I’ve been heterosexual growing up, brainwashed into a BB mentality during junior high and broke it during high school thanks to TRP. Got about 15 plates between the age of 17 and 20, but I’ve spent the past year and a half living in a monastery and I honestly feel like I’ve lost 95% of my sex drive. After leaving the monastery and coming to college campus, I still feel like I have a really strong “drive” in general — that is, a drive to fulfill my life mission and excel above all else — but I’m strongly attached to the benefits that came from celibacy and just not that into sex. I’ve already gotten with several girls and I’m just repulsed, I feel like it’s a waste of time. I didn’t get turned on from any of their looks, just came from the physical feeling of my dick in their cunts. Not worth it.

This isn’t low testosterone, I got my blood levels tested recently and I’m at 950ng/dL. I still have a strong sense of purpose and determination, so it’s not depression either. Is it possible my monastic lifestyle habits just caused a change in brain chemistry when it comes to sex?