Hard nexted almost immediately, all i need to do is worry about my stuff in our apartment. I set myself up for failure and that's the only reason it came to this. It really fucking stings now but I'm setting myself up for success from here on out. I've been red pill aware for our whole relationship, but I thought I was making things work just for her. Couple of lessons well learned.

1. Don't fuck with BPD
2. If you even have the slightest feeling that she's moving on...shes already moved on
3. Lift
4. TRP is more true than I ever thought possible

I'm coming home with more money and in better shape than I've ever been in my life. Let's fucking go