I got banned from r/suicidewatch for talking about this. Im suicidal because im a disgusting slut.

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February 11, 2020

I got banned from r/suicidewatch for talking about this.

Im suicidal because im a disgusting dirty and gross whore. Im only aroused sexually by beautiful men. No matter where I talk about this I get banned or silenced because its that pathetic and gross. My last post got removed by a moderator and I was told I didnt seem suicidal enough. Im a cutter and i one time have to have 100 stitches at the hospital in my left arm. For anyone who doesnt think im suicidal enough or serious i have razors i can take pictures of to prove that i am. You are welcome to message me about it.

For context here's a bit about why ive been getting banned:

I've been reading a lot on reddit about dating & attraction lately. A lot of men keep telling me that most women are able to be aroused by ugly men so long as those men say & do the right things. I am not this way though. I just like beauty. My question is: is this how most women are?

Ive been trying to talk about this on various subreddits and getting banned.

The first subreddit I tried talking about my love of beauty on was r/cuckoldpsychology and got banned.

Then I tried posting about it on r/purplepilldebate and also got banned.

When asked why I was banned they cited a comment of mine where I'm talking about good looks being a key component to attraction. I got banned for it then muted when trying to talk about it with mods. Do mods hate female sexuality??? Here's my conversation with the mods, as well as the comment that I made: https://m.imgur.com/8SLxF6f

So that brings me to my question: are most women like me and they get aroused by beauty?

I always just considered this a part of my sexuality? Is it wrong or dirty?


Do women hate other women for their sexuality? I ask because I got banned from r/askwomen for asking about my sexuality & if it was normal for women to love beauty. I was told that it was not an appropriate question. When I asked if it was appropriate to talk about sex I was muted.

Here's my conversation with the moderator.

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Title I got banned from r/suicidewatch for talking about this. Im suicidal because im a disgusting slut.
Author createweirdstories
Upvotes 5
Comments 5
Date 11 February 2020 02:04 AM UTC (1 year ago)
Subreddit altTRP
Link https://theredarchive.com/post/332193
Original Link https://old.reddit.com/r/altTRP/comments/f2190m/i_got_banned_from_rsuicidewatch_for_talking_about/
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[–]darkaurora843 points4 points  (0 children) | Copy

I don't think it makes you a slut for being attracted to good looking men. That's pretty normal

[–]YOLO-Bear204 points5 points  (0 children) | Copy

Pretty normal for most women to be attracted to good looking men.

Not sure if this is a troll post but how does that make you a 'disgusting slut'?

Further, let me shine the spotlight on you- how beautiful are you to even attract these beautiful men?

[–][deleted] 1 point2 points  (0 children) | Copy

Help is available Speak with a counselor today National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255

[–]PrinceWizdom0 points1 point  (0 children) | Copy

You only need to look at most deep sea creatures to answer your question.


In these places where the sun doesn't shine, creatures seem abnormally ugly. This is because the female of the species cannot to determine the beauty of the male when allowing it to mate with her and only use other criteria e.g. if the male is able to provide for her and the babies, if the males is willing to protect her with his life when she is pregnant and vulnerable.

It is abundantly clear that females by their choice of mate, by large part, control the evolutionary direction of the species and aesthetic beauty is certainly a part of a female's selection criteria. Anyone who says otherwise are delusional and don't know the first thing about biology.

However you seem to have many other deep seated psychological issues and not being able to find a stable partner is the side effect of that. I recommend seeking professional help from a counselor or a psychiatrist first (please do you research, if your psychiatrist is just going to get you hooked on opiates you'd be going from the frying pan to the fire). I heard that there is some app called BetterHelp or something that a lot of college kids use because they can't afford to got to a psychiatrist and while that may not be the best option, it is one to consider.

Once you have resolved these make sure that you select your partner on not only aesthetic beauty but all other criteria as well. That partner may not be financially well off yet to look after you, but if he is willing to look after you when you are most vulnerable during and after your pregnancy, then he is someone you must do your best to keep. Because if he is willing to do so he will work his ass off to look after you.

[–]Sobinia0 points1 point  (0 children) | Copy

You are not a "slut" or "shallow" for having certain preferences and attractive men are an indication of good genes. It is normal to have a type and you aren't the only one that wants a handsome partner. If women weren't attracted to handsome men, most guys would currently resemble mountain trolls. There wouldn't be any incels, because those who lost the genetic lottery would simply master game and have dozens of sexual partners. TRP wouldn't put such a heavy emphasis on lifting. Having tons of sexual partners makes you a slut. Stringing men along intentionally and exploiting orbiters makes you a slut. But not your personal preferences in regards to looks.

You can kill a man, but you can't kill an idea.

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