I'm just saying. It's this Alpha thing going on that it seems like I don't have. It's kind of hard to not go back to jerking off when your crush rejects you. Then lands in the arms of another guy. with ease on his part. He's a rapper I guess, has his own mixtape.,,while I stick to singing. I'm quiet terrible at it depending on what artist I'm going off of. (Im pretty sure Jamie Foxx can destroy rap music single handedely, but that's not the point) So there's the resentment with that. After surfing the red pill, I realized that there is this Alph and Beta thing. Kind of hard to treat a girl like crap when your practically in love with her. And your feelings aren't numbed due to Nofap. So your forced to deal with them. But at the same time, the Alpha bad boy thing seems to be what the ladies nowadays want. I'm old fashioned in the way I talk. Which was a turn off for my crush. Even the way I dress was attacked by her. So that just makes me feel worse. What the heck is the point of this if chivalry is dead, guys like us are called betas, and we're just left here in the back burner. I exercise and everything while I'm doing nofap, but the point still stands. It all seems irrelevant. I guess rappers are ,more appealing to the modern lady than a guy trying to become a officer in the Armed forces. I told her the other night hat she will no longer disrespect me. And I handled it the best way I can. Putting her in her place I guess you can say. That thread can be read by clicking my username and following the link. I can't seem to get a girl, and I don't know why. People are disagreeing with this place, so I posted here to so I can read both sides of the story. Is the red pill philosphy right?