Hello everyone,

I graduated in May 2020 as computer science major. I was fortunate enough to intern at fortune 500 tech company for a year, after graduation I was offered a position but I refused because it's been my dream to leave my city (NYC).

During year of 2019-2020, I was earning shit load of money for college student at my internship and my job performance was high. As a result, my confidence was sky high, I was socially active with everyone and I had constant drive to lift weights.

I been job hunting since July and so far no luck, it's either straight rejection or 'we will call you back' prompt. I'm resorted to helping out my dad with his business (I have no interest in continuing to work there) while I find 9-5 tech job. Seeing my friends and other people my age move out of their parents house and earn stable paycheck truly makes me depressed that I'm unable to find a job and provide value. I have no desire to go out, approach girls, and I workout at very minimal effort.

Is there anything I can do to push myself to get out of this burden and stop feeling sorry for myself?