Long story short, been dating a super hot 24 year old who works at a sports bar place like a Hooters. When we were together, she played the innocent little girl the whole time. Is in school 4 days a week, works the other 3, then sees me after school a few times during the weeks. Told me she wasn't seeing anyone else, she loved me, wanted a future with me etc. She never flaked on me, paid for me on dates, did everything that made me think she wanted me.
However, she was a party girl. After works she'd go out, without me of course, with her whore friends and do coke and get blacked out. My emotional attachment to her prevented me from ending things.
Anyway, her best friend, a hot 21 year old with 50k+ instagram followers has a sugar daddy she sees regularly. 60 something years old, drives a Rolls Royce, worth hundreds of millions, and pays her $5000 every time they fuck.
My now ex claims that she would never do that. Low and behold, I get suspicious and find her on the most popular sugar dating website, and I called her out on it. She says her friend made it for her when they were drunk and she doesn't use it. Yet when I read her phone, she was laughing about me finding out and lying to me.
She came over the other day, blacked out drunk, and for 5 hours I went through her phone. I read every dm, and every text message. She was messaging at least 50 or more different sugar daddies, all offering $600 or more to fuck or for a blow job. She''d text her whore friend saying she's gonna suck their dicks so good they come back every week. She's also been fucking her ex, and multiple other guys. If I had to guess, in the last 9 months, she probably fucked 60-80 guys while telling me I'm the only guy she sees.
I drove her to her car after she woke up from the drunken stupor, told her never to contact me again and that was it.
But I'm still emotionally saddened by this. I got played by this girl for so fucking long, nothing but lies the whole time, while in reality, she was just a legitimate whore the whole time.
How do I fucking get over this and shake this? I haven't slept, ate, anything. I'm so fucking disgusted by this.