It feels weird to start finally thinking for myself but have still held firm to TRP beliefs all this time. I just assumed that all male-female interaction was a power play for sex vs attention.

I hooked onto TRP my junior year of high school and realized I actually was orbiting women who did not care about me, only the attention I gave them. It was quite damaging to my young psyche to feel so relieved by finding TRP to justify my hatred against women when I realized I was a tool.

It feels like there are some genuine points to be made on TRP, but I’m not sure what they are because I can’t sort the truth from the elaborate fiction.

It’s been 3-4 years since and I have a pretty dead social life. I didn’t understand until it just kind of clicked recently that nothing I was doing was helping me forge friendships. I was so bound to my past and my misogyny that I couldn’t just be in the present moment.

How do I unlearn this garbage?