I'm at a place where for the first time I feel genuinely comfortable in my skin. I look good in anything I wear because of my front squat ripped legs and non-stop pull up chest. I'm working towards a degree in my dream job. My parents respect me as a man more than loving me as a boy.

At this point I'm starting to notice in myself a compete blindness to other men around me. If I'm at the party I'm there for the bitches, gaming one in some capacity. If I'm in college I'm there to take notes. If I'm at work I'm there to sell jackets.

I used to be very conscious of what other men thought about me. Does he think I'm pussy? Let me get mad real quick and show him. Are those guys making fun of how I walk? Let me flex my jawline and peek out my side eye. Does this customer think I'm dumb? Let me run away and ask the manager to help.

I'm not saying I've ascended to alpha because of the red pill, I just have become nonchalant to other men it's becoming weird. Ofcourse I have my immediate group of friends who I hang with to get drunk and compare dick sizes with, but other than that it's like I genuinely don't see other men anymore.