I'm currently NEETing in my parents basement and my plan is to go to college in 2021. At the moment I'm building good habits, current ones I have are cleaning up my work space daily, exercising and cold showers + meditation. I still need to make journaling, reading and a good diet habits.
So that's the current plan. Quite solid, isn't it? Yeah, not great but solid.
The problem is that I'm currently lonely as fuck. My current friends, who I see like twice a month, aren't ambitious, so I kinda feel like we have different world views. Just like me, they're all virgins or very childish. I know that I should get more likeminded friends, but I feel like that's quite hard before going to college. Also, I'm currently I'm scrawny as fuck and I'm kinda afraid of approaching women since I have this kind of blackpilled mindset. By blackpilled I don't mean that I have given up, but that women have dating apps, so approaching them would be kinda cringy. I'm 6ft white guy but I have like 3/10 face.
I don't really know what my point here is, I just felt a strong need to share my thoughts to somebody, and I would love to have a mentor or to just get any kind of advice in general.