Edit: I actually want to see what men are going through with Corona Virus, so I am making some edits.
The Corona virus fucked up a lot for me, gym closing, near fatty food all the time, and being cooped up with a bunch of little kids is pretty rough.
I ended up gaining about 5LBs, and actually working more than normal.
What I'm working through with the Virus:
- Lost my Gym
- Lost being able to escape, and being more flirty while away
- Lost majority of hanging out with my friends, I had been working on reconnecting with other men / friends.
- My hobbies have closed down.
- I work outside, since I am able to WFH, and let me kids play all day long. Its pretty nice seeing them play.
- Showing, 2x daily still, keeping my hygiene up.
- Still styling my hair, and wearing nice clothes. Not sitting in PJ's all day.
- Letting the kids play more than normal
- Badass home gym now
- I realize how bad her gaming actually is. She games all day and the kids just run around like crazy kids.
Trying to game has been horrible:
- Kino is harder now, actually. She is locked up all day, at least before she would come out and visit me for 10 minutes when I got home from work.
- I don't see women in public any more, can't do any type of mild flirting for practice
- Been cooped up for weeks in the house, bunch of kids running around.
- It was easy to accept no, has she finally started her periods again.
- I tried to flirt with her, tried kino, and I suck at these things now. When I tried to initialize , she declined, so I gave her 3 options of... couch, bed, or shower, she can pick one, trying the MMSLP, but I have no game and it failed.
- Her dull stare went on for about 30 seconds... looking at the wall. She had the look of "how the fuck am I going to get out of this".
- 30 seconds later, she gets a cough. then coughs more, and more....She then googles for symptoms of Corona virus... and tells me she thinks she has it.
The funny story...
I'm not a dick, so yeah, I made some tea, got her vitamins... etc
I knew she was lying. How the hell did you get sick when we haven't been outside in weeks, and zero packages have come to our house, lol.
She keeps sitting doing a slow cough.... Mind you, no coughs all day, and she has been video pc gaming all day.
She got up to the bed room, and ... zero coughs for 2 minutes. She walks back out.. coughs start again.
Now that I am aware of Hypergamy and my years of Beta.... I can see how fucked I truly am.... or am not rather.
Edit #2: I have a lot of work to do to fix myself for sure. As we sit and watch TV, zero coughs for about an hour now.