M20/F20

My gf and i are around 2 years on/off My gf has a rare thing that she has an excuse to bring a guy from her past to the present. When we were 6 months in the relationship she said she had unfinished business with her ex and wanted to talk to him, so they talked and snapped/gamed for couple of weeks and then he decided to ghost her (luckily for me ) We had a lot of fights about it and i was mad a lot

but now 2 months ago she said she felt bad because she left a guy without explanation from years ago and wanted to say sorry. So she did and now they are talking daily. I did not know until today. What makes me mad is that she was texting another guy for 2 whole months without telling me or without me knowing, i noticed her following him and liking his pictures on the gram. But that was all.

Tbh i’m making this post because i’m a lost cause. I love her to the core and treat het very well but i feel like she is just to busy thinking about herself and doing w/e she wants without thinking about how I feel. We had a fight today and the only thing she could say was you don’t trust me. While i was like you don’t tell me anything yet i am your “soulmate”

Thinking about ending it but i really love her and just want to be with her without drama and other bull like this. Even though i think there will be another guy she will be talking to in a couple months with another excuse ..