Had sex with this girl who had herpes but was to chicken shit to tell me. Ended up contracting it. After contracting it, I felt trapped and doomed, so I stayed with her. She ended up being so toxic, it was just draining me. I let her go, and for about a month I have been fine until I tried getting around with my new “stipulation” and have been getting denied.

Gents, I’m not gonna lie, this shit is kind of depressing me and dragging me into a hole that I desperately want to escape. It has been really hard for me to deal with. This damn quarantine isn’t helping either, leaving me in my head all the time. I am better than this virus and want to have a healthy sex life again. I come to you in seek of motivation. Anything helps, especially personal testimonies. Thanks in advance.