I feel like this sub is just my place to vent at this point lol but everyone is so supportive! I just am going through this right now. I mentioned in another post that I’m very in the moment type of gal, but there are times that I will experience a heaviness, which comes with anxiety, and I’m just trying to think of why I feel this way. It dawns on me what the problem is, and it brings me back to something in my relationship that just doesn’t add up and doesn’t feel good to me from about 8 months ago. This has pretty much been talked and argued about so much at that time that I feel it would just cause issues to bring up again, and should be irrelevant now. I don’t want to push down my feelings as I know it’s unhealthy, and I’m realizing the more I do this, the more I feel random heaviness. Does anyone know a way to cope with this?

TLDR: something doesn’t add up from months ago, and not sure how to deal with it.