This sub has taught me much, and I'm grateful. I'll be brief.

I'm ending a long term LTR, found a lie and frankly I'm not waiting for the trickle truth. Don't think she cheated, but don't care. There's something there.

Went to a business conference, met up with some folks. Hot young, tiny blonde was very chatty. We hit it off, I pushed/pulled, made it a point to be extroverted. Walked away and chatted up other folks, including a few women. 10 mins later, she's on my elbow, laughing at my conversation with the other people.

Dinner--she paid, said she needed the expense. Ended up in her room with her showing me some corporate materials. After 15 mins of this banter, leaned in, started to kiss her. I did something I haven't done before and I told her "I'm not fucking you". Not shortly thereafter, she pulled my clothes off. Still told her "I'm not fucking you", as I put my dick in her ass. I left after--she was a bit upset at this, but I said "I have to go", and that was that.

Instead of texting her/calling her, I let things stew for a day. She texted first thing the next morning, said she had a good time, etc. I waited until the afternoon, then contacted with "I can come see you on Thursday". She sent a few other texts, I commented after a while.

Thursday came and she took me to dinner again. Nice place. A bit hands off, but there were other folks there she might have known. Is ok, I'm outcome independent. My thought was, if it didn't happen, I'm out of there with a nice meal and decent conversation, with plenty of time to go elsewhere.

Take her back to the room, no pretense, and got me and her off a few times. Got dressed, and kissed her goodnight, left.

Before, I'm sure I would have wanted to know how she felt, what she wanted, called her throughout the day, kept telling her I was thinking of her, bought her flowers---all that bluepill bullshit. Because of here, I led, she followed, and it was good. On to the next one.