Bruh, how tf can a 50 year old divorced woman with no kids have requirements like this?! I did a character count, and her, “about me” has nearly 25,000 characters.

Btw, she’s looking for a man between the ages of 18 and 61, if any of you MGTOW brothers are interested lmao. 

tl;dr Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

Seeking mostly spiritual connection first, the rest will follow if meant..***This is what I find attracts me most in a person, so with a little experience on this search now, I must update...But it is not the only thing I find attractive after that is determined of course!*****Things in common..things intriguingly different too, good fun loving personality, goals in life that somewhat align to mine, some attraction, etc...but Christ in center of relationship and friendship in beginning and all throughout different stages most important if we want it 2b a really strong intense union! If u r not seeking Christ or don't want to go deep in his understanding in this life, please don't initiate contact. I hope not to scare u off, but if u r after having fun or advancing mostly in this life solely, I have already lived and learned to know there is way more to life....But believe me I am fun loving and want to enjoy life thoroughly..even with spontaneous adventurous person doing a variety of things..from simple to variety..... I ask kindly to not respond if u r not truly into God, as we wont be a match because I crave spiritual constantly & would love to share this with someone in this journey of life if possible~ so lets save time and effort and I hope u find your specific match. However, don't think I am expecting perfection, as none are perfect and I dont mean to scare u if u think u r simple and still finding more of God, as it comes in stages...but hopefully attempting to be Christ like & u truly love him is most important. **And yes my pics are very recent...lol..it must be my genes..he is preserving me...and I thank him for that :) 

God bless :) 

Oh also not preferring out of Country matches, I will explain below....Especially scammers need not to contact me.....I am seriously looking for friendship and whatever God brings.....If you are out of country & willing to travel to meet, then perhaps that would b a possibility...as it is too dangerous for a christian woman to do so....I would b willing to pray and wait for direction to move down the road or if in the states....if u r still reading and interested, please read my novel following...:) Not interested in quantity , but rather quality...so step forth if u love God and seeking his will...which is more than the average person that doesn't know Christ nor his plan.......It would be nice to walk.talk.sit by a nice water view or mountain view..under stars...pray..talk..connect...have exciting friendship that also feels peaceful and right! Then other will follow if in his will for long term. Excuse me because im a writer at heart..and kept coming back to add to profle..lol .im not extreme in real life..but communication flows naturally..gracefully to lsiten to ppl..counsel them in love and encouragement.writing as well.

Hi there from TX!  Hold on tight, you are about to read my novel if you choose to. I'll warn you, I love to write and am rather expressive/communicative. I am considered friendly, caring, affectionate, fun-loving, witty, adventurous, curious learner,optimistic,spriitual, spontaneous, outgoing,spunky yet gentle type when neededsweet at other times. Yes we can be all these things in our lives, even though we are all imperfect. I am musically inclined and wouldn't mind helping people in some capacity of ministry, some missionary trips, orphanages, 3rd world countries, humanitarian efforts, but USA my home, unless its Israel, NZ or Australia..Mexico.Europe Prayed about these places.. but not strictly there only. Not sure if I am suppose to do this often,sometimes or rarely (missionary trips/humanitarian) I am willing though.Love hanging out w people of all nationalities & learning about them. Enjoy having long intellectual conversation about faith, life, music & other interests.Also love to laugh, joke, smile w wholesome fun you know.....I can be serious in business at important times, but also child like when it comes to cutting up & etting hair down.We only live once.lets have fun, enjoying & loving things 2gether everyday that we live!

Also not religious, but spiritual rather.As of late, I have been enjoying being still & knowing him :) That means I make mistakes & acknowledge I will never be perfect but can strive to please God daily in my walk.Living christian life is not about a bunch of set rules the religious follow, but rather a way of life w God teaching you to be more like him & his image to share w others. It takes time to develop, but we keep at it hopefully. I also desire to have dinners & socialize..lead people to Christ which has eternal value & is Gods hearts desire!

Now I will not pretend to know or have all the answers, even though I have studied bible since my teens & have an understanding of the word enough to divide to others to help them understand . I also realize he alone is the only perfect one & try not to judge others, as that is God's position, I help in whatever way I can,but we who knows more are accountable to share whatever we know & do it in Love to enlighten others to the truth.I do know people feel comfortable around me & share all kinds of things w me, I tend to uplift them with the word & whatever I am led to share w them to encourage in life. So I am bubbly & optimistic, genuinely want people to be happy & free of a negative lifestyle, as I find that as they draw closer to God, it becomes a reality.

Always searching for more deepness in God, as we will never have it all in this life, but in the one to come, still its worth pursuing. It makes life more satisfying when you know him more & your purpose as he reveals through prayer & direction. Would be nice if special man is soft spoken and who is gentle with a woman & considerate/kind, but can make decisions and be a real man at same time. In other words lead & love his woman as God intended, giving his life for her (meaning his time and efforts to love her) If your not sure about meeting such a tall order, we can depend on him to guide us & he is love and best instructor! She, being a woman of God will most definitely respond & treat him w love respect & passion and..everything you want really if God in the center & we allow him to stay there. Romance loving type & affectionate would be dreamy- so if u r distant & not too warm..not too interested.I am looking for real fairy tale love & romance type of relationship (paradox I know) If you are expressive.passionate too, that is okay also! Giggle. Also a warm smile that is genuine melts me..Looking for a man passionate about life & pursuing God who is ready & doesn't fear loving unconditionally w all his mind,heart,soul spirit.Why limit yourself to just being together? When it was meant for so much more.

Don't mind another nationality, as long as he is a christian & not scammer & willing to travel to meet if it gets deep.

Love learning about so many things, reading, coming out to socialize as I am a butterfly deep inside, but would be comfortable w being secluded w that special man in our own little world too at times searching God together & spiritual endeavors & whatever is meant 2be. Sometimes I want adventure, sometimes just staying in. Sometimes gentle, sometimes passionate, depends on situation. Sometimes social, sometimes spending time alone reading & being cozy at home. I would like to have a dance partner in life & literally dance since I love romance. Not like the club scene, but sure we could find a place to enjoy this together :) Just the two of us if we connect.I live in one of the top cities for romantic settings ..the Riverwalk & so many other nice spots. Great city really, many love to visit out here, so an option if find someone special. 

Searching for a man who loves to spend time w his lady when time permits,hopefully quite often, just being together at home or out, so I am flexible. I myself love a challenge mentally. love learning. Do you have a plan in life spiritually speaking & want a godly woman to be by your side to accomplish these things 2gether? So much to share still. If you have time still, read on another profile I had with more details.

Kind type who loves to encourage those around me.I analyze things pretty well.have a sharp mind especially in business. Can pretty much talk to anybody, as I have a very friendly disposition. I am pretty active. love to get up and go to do things if time permits.Like lakes/beaches/mountains. I love Real Estate,business, learning, reading,writing,traveling,music.praying. Enjoy music like Hillsong and Kim Walker,look it up on youtube if haven't heard.Lately like David Crowder Band, Chris Tomlin, Israel Houghton, & Mercy Me, Newsboys, Sanctus Real, Sean MacDonald,Switchfoot, Jesus Adrian Romero. Also enjoy playing keyboard, songwriting,singing & getting creative w that....And if u r into making music and or producing it...perhaps we could connect for whatever God has planned to advance his Kingdom... Love Sade, Luis Miguel International type music when feeling romantic and if was in love in appropriate situation..Looking for a one woman man, as I am a one man woman. 

What is it that we are eventually looking for w a compatible partner? I am looking for friendship, if we are compatible I am open to building a loving marriage relationship. if that person is willing down the road to have children, that would be nice, even adopting an orphan if we agreed. Looking for a kind, considerate loving man that can challenge me intellectually. connect w me in all levels. You know physically, emotionally,spiritually & intellectually. Searching for someone who is not afraid to express themselves & willing to truly share .learn to love enjoying life together & pursue spiritual things in life at same time. Someone who loves to smile, joke, have a good time w good head on his shoulders (smart yet humble about it).Someone who likes to love people and bring out the best in them.If anything develops, I really think kissing is under-rated, so needless to say I am one who enjoys it . hope you would too, but I haven't in quite some time so I know that is going to be a real treat, so looking for a good kisser. I just turned red, but I won't erase this statement, being truthful & that was exhilarating to confess. :) I also like the Movie or clips from the Notebook....luv the ice cream scene and all the fun they had w each other:) 

My type seems to be Romantic soft spoken smart (but humble about smartness) & spiritual one is my kind of man.I have some latin, so passion would be in order if marriage is our destiny, so romantic man a must to keep it nice with spice all of our lifetime! 

Also looking 4someone who enjoys to spoil their woman and I will reciprocate.I mean I won't spoil a woman, hopefully I will be her if you are the one for me.lol...I really aim to please, but want that to be mutual & not be the doormat or maid, even though I serve well, just want appreciation & partnership.I am helpful wi people & research things to help them get healthy supplemental/herbal wise, and like to pray for them as well in all their needs. Would like to one day be a part of starting a symphony/musical bands for underpriviledged kids to make an impact in the community with spiritual music that will lead others to Christ. Also really enjoying spiritual writing, devotionals, writing christian lyrics for songs...so that is part of my calling...I really am looking for a man who would also like to pray or maybe this will scare you, but maybe we can learn to pray together daily & read word together. I know we can pray separately, but I heard this quote recently "Couples that pray together ,stay together" I think it will develop a deep bond spiritually & will enchance other areas of connection to a higher level. If we are happy spiritually, the physical/emotional. intellectual part will definitely be more intense, so it doesn't have to be square or strange, but rather rewarding if we could have an open mind about this. I know the spiritual is foreign territory to many (even professing church going people) and there are many levels of spirituality, but all it takes is effort to seek & pursue.

I am also not stuffy vain gold digger type, but do like some nice things in life, who doesn't? I am playful, witty/smart adventurous to a limit. I won't bungy jump or do something off the wall & risk my life, but love doing something unexpected or new. I also enjoy doing normal every day activities, as long as in good company! Like lakes/beach/mountain towns to visit, going to Mexico and fellowshiping or spending time vacationing anywhere really. So you don't have a pic and want to start connecting, you know it's part of chemistry, so go ahead and take a pic to post. Friendly reminder we are all human & need some physical attraction, 

even if we are not perfect, be confident.I will also not respond to profiles with flowers as their pics, who are you a bouquet or something? That is lovely to send a woman but I am searching for a man not flowers here.lol

Also,I am the commited type,but not before my time and only if it is mutual. What is the rush? It will develop if it is meant to be. Okay that was an extreme list! lol. I realize I am not perfect & you will not be either, so hopefully your at least cute,romantic,loyal & loving. Sounds like my dog & your best friend.lol! Oh, also someone who loves God! These are the basics at least.Also, I am not about to go out or connect with just anybody, as I have a selection locally, but they are not compatible in the most important areas, so I pass & waiting for real compatibility. If you a an opportunist, scammer or fake, I will spot you, so please don't bother wasting each others time.Looking for a man pursuing to love God daily who enjoys living to the fullest as I am pursuing.I have my weaknesses in my walk and u have yours...but let us help one another to be more Christ like with his grace, love and blessing.. Now we may not seem to connect in all areas in the beginning and some will develop in time, so just reach out to me, as I like a man that makes a first move, we will see how it turns out. :-)

Could I be yours?

Intro 3rd attempt to write this..lol

I believe Love is the greatest gift to possess..to share,to give, to receive....We Can have it all so to speak and gain the whole world, but if we don't have love 4 1 another, especially the love of Christ, we would lose our souls and all would b in vain..That's why my greatest desire & request is 2 find a loving man to share my life with...Would be great if we can be BFF (lol) as that is where it all starts...learning to like each other first, then seeing where it takes us.I mean I truly have a tender heart for love and being loving, so it would b nice to find my match in this area as well.Before I get serious & et you know what I am about, I would like to mention that I love to have fun....Everyday fun, just enjoying and joking. flirting with one person, hopefully my one & only and last one.....Looking for true christian man with values, but not perfect LOL....Have to make allowances for being human, as long as heart is in the right place....and eventually we will be perfected as we keep attempting to draw closer to God daily.Also looking for someone who is willing to trust and get to know exclusively.Someone who knows they can truly b faithful to one person...regardless of temptations out here. I don't believe variety is better than quality. One person that is special is worth forsaking the options if u r patient & willing to build that strong friendship/relationship hopefully leading to marriage partnership.I mean I am not only looking 4 friendship here... eventually want exclusivity with one person.hope pray to find each other!!! Because I tell you, it is not common to have a special connection, but if we get blessed we will know, and it will be worth the waiting! But i hope its over soon..

Oh, I am not ever going to be interested in skype or camera connections, unless at some point we realize that spiritually, emotionally, physically & intellectually we are connecting pretty deep....Then I wouldn't mind meeting you online, just to see how you are and your mannerisms are and all that...Hearing your voice, seeing if there is a connection there too....So please don't request it before it is time....I don't want to be so attracted in the beginning, that is governs my decisions in other important areas that make up the real foundation of hopefully a beautiful union....Let's save some of the intimate moments for marriage, so we can honor God and be blessed later.....I have a gut filling that it will be such a blessing when it finally comes to fruition 📷📷📷

But this may be new to you and myself also,,,because I need to know my boundaries as well. I believe we can encourage one another to keep it pure and blessed.

Also may look like a girl, but am a woman that can love deeply who happens to b full of life and young at heart.I am passionate type of person and also towards God also..as I think about him daily seeking to know him more and have heart to serve.worship.love him till end..

Be my professor & teach me.lead me.love me and I will follow u wherever it may lead. Waiting for a true man of God to complement me & strengthen me in my weaknesses, where we can learn to love and respect one another.... with harmony. understanding..adding that flavor & spice to each others lives with a strong foundation..So reach out if intereted :) never know until you try.

If you have time...below is more to read if u really want 2 learn more about me or what I am looking for..:) enjoy...lol..part 4..my prayer list to God

I believe best things in life r free.

Love.his beautiful nature, creation and having God in your heart & knowing him. am searching for a friend first, where we can connect in many areas.and truly enjoy talking spending time learning of life.each other and God..The type that may attract me...may be someone seeking spiritual pursuits such as bible reading, praying, worshipping.Someone funny who likes to have fun, not necessarily wining and dining out fun...but that is nice once in a while too...but outdoorsy fun and anything 2gether...Someone who can stimulate me mentally, but not a total intellect only...without being down to earth....Maybe someone liking to do things for others...perhaps loving music and learning, helping people out in some sort of personal ministry.Also someone expressive about love....and connecting there...Those are some of my interests, so think that might be good match...But not sure till we connect....lol...heart and mind go in separate directions at times...but hopefully they will agreee and it will make sense to pursue ...:) I will look forward to showering special only man with Love, affection and all those things meant in due time...plenty of milk and honey awaits us in this promise land. learning to love each other like Christ loves us the Bridel demonstrating true love.patience.understanding.forgiving us daily for our mistakes (as he was our ultimate example)...as he knows we r only human, hard as we may try 2b perfect....Read Matthew 16:26 and Mark 8.36......We can gain the whole world and lose our souls..

So I want God and his will for my life and someone to share these moments with...Some one who can love deep, and we can have a relationship that will cause many to desire a love like ours, which will be rare sighting...but not impossible with God...I have been thinking a lot lately...Thinking the mind is a terrible thing to waste...but to waste the heart would b tragic.......So definitely looking for that heart to heart connection...and hopefully we can then share this love with the world as an example of what God meant for the love between a man/woman should be......

Seeking willing professor to fill this position......of teaching love and being loved... I am very patient.........so can wait as long as it may take.........2find 1in a billion that is my unique match......(Previous was my romantic side coming out, on a serious note, read next chapters).....God Bless every1 as u seek for your soul mate is my desire....because it truly does make the world a better place to be loved...I have seen good unions, and it can be beautiful...I don't just want us to focus on the exterior...when we could enjoy loving God 2gether and do so many satisfying things like praying, reading word, fellowshipping, music, spending time exploring our interests and whatever plans God has for us...Jer. 29:11

On a side note...I know what I am looking for in a man and just pray that if we connect, we don't miss opportunity to pursue it...looking for a kindred spirit who is not double minded and ready to love....i know we will not b perfect and we will fail at times...but with God's love and forgiveness we will forgive and encourage each other to walk the straight and narrow path obtaining the great prize as we are faithful to God, each other, family & others.....Want help in walking straight line? Find an accountability partner....nothing better than a live in spouse...haha....but seriously it is best in the long run...as they will help u & iron sharpens iron....if they r strong in Gods ways....because if we have a heart for God...he will straighten up our path so we can please him together.....I have learned from my mistakes....and want to love without reservations....I trust in God that he will bring me someone who will not take advantage of my sweetness, but will guard my heart and protect me as we experience deep devotion & love..I love God, will intend to love husband next, and then his people....so praying for real connection, not just a connection...Want a true lover of God and know u will love me too if u r walking the love walk...someone who is flexible and forigving and communicates.....if we fall down at times..we will help each other get right back up again...but hopefully fail in small areas and not detrimental issues that break up unions.....so looking for strong christian man who will love. respect me. lead me and I will follow walking beside him in this journey of life...

Someone who I am attracted to spiritually, physically and hopefully we can get along very well and enjoy life to the fullest 2gether...inspite of some differences we will have..Don't want you to be my clone! lol...

Not looking for game player, as i know there are many options out here...but at some point we have to settle down and work on building a loving relationship, as the thrill of chatting with a new person often will not do....I am not here to have multiple connections..Not after perfection, but rather someone who has a good heart and is loving more than anything.Also looking for someone who wants to keep it real, you know honesty is so important and being vulnerable is a good thing in a relationship. Mystery seems exciting and fun...but it will wear out....and substance will matter most in the love dept...Honesty & love opens up the heart and mind to truly being receptive to communicating and giving it your all. I mean I love intelligence and even physical beauty, but it doesn't supercede loving traits, which are the real jewels in my book...as that won't fade....but will grow even deeper as time passes and way more meaningful.

Oh BTW.....if u really like me - think of sending me a wink, fav me or something...in case u r shy and don't want to risk it..(thought life was full of risks) lol.....I will respond if think we r somewhat compatible :) Friends first though...lol 

Oh, if you think my profile is a bit too much, u can always overlook and quiet Me w. Your love if u r the 1 for me.....if satisfied, one tends to b content in silence and tranquility. Not many words needed many times.just saying..Haha

I didnt edit this and some was repeated copy pasted etc..i was just excited to express things and about describing whats in my heart and mind. Let us not get weary ij waiting for our Lord and savior. Nor his promises. I wait like a bride who is expecting her groom. It is worth the lonely nights and days.

Because his will he will satisfy me with. PRAISE HIM FOR THIS! He is good and will give you more than you can imagine! If we love him and obey his statutes.📷