Hi everyone! So I am a 28F and I have never been in a relationship. I have dated guys for periods of time but it never gets far enough to be a relationship. Either he cuts it off or I do. I also feel unattractive cuz I’ve gained weight. I’ve always struggled with my weight and then started hardcore dieting 5 years ago, and got too severe with it where I started having health issues from all the calorie restriction. So I used to be thin but I now have gained the weight back that I had lost.I’m 5’9’’ and about 180 pounds. I am active and eat healthy my body just doesn’t currently show it. I also struggle a lot to put myself out there. Even when I was at my thinnest I didn’t do much dating cuz I am timid, insecure and fearful. I would love to get married some day and I fear that my time is running out to find a red pill man because I’m going to “hit the wall” soon. Plus I’m not even sure where I can find these type of men. I’ve been on dating apps but I really despise them. Any advice in finding dating or relationships and my situation would be great. Thank you!