It's been a few week's since I've swallowed the pill. The results have been fascinating, and in all honesty, I believe I am almost the complete man I strive to be.

However the good, the bad, and the consequences occur. I live in London with my family (im 25) however I am seeking to move out in the next year or two hopefully in a flat I will buy rather then rent.

I became good at game, but was out of action for most of last year and then came back slowly but now I am getting back into the full swing.

So I want to talk about the good, the bad, and the consequences of RP and game Ive noticed;

The Good;

Well, you feel more confident, and on almost invincible. Ive started to believe "what would a man do," Im obssesed with it. Its my motivation now to be a fucking man. Strong, tough and ballsy. It will make you feel invigorated. I also care more about my appearance. I shave everyday, I am working out far more, eating the right foods, and just feel healthier, stronger and better.

I am self employed and have a very fiery relationship with this company I partnered with. I have been pussy footing about them because I valued them SO much. Now I get emails from them everyday asking how I am, they treat me to lunch, even talk about treating me to a possible holiday, all because I sent an email "I am YOUR client, if you speak to me like that again, I'm off" I had nowhere else to go, but it put them in their place.

The Bad;

With confidence comes a stroke of arrogance, and also ill feeling to things that are now seen as blue pill. The Inbetweeners film was on last night, and as much as I love it, I cringed throughout watching myself in those boys, but also seeing how its highly impossible those boys would get those girls in the end. You will get told far more that "you are a prick" etc "nobody likes you" or "wow youre an ass!" the worst is hearing it from family and close friends. However, its instinctive. Its because YOU now dont give a fuck. You do what YOU want, and how YOU want. When people call you a "prick" for just doing saying what you want, its actually not "prick" they are saying "wow, how the hell has he got the balls to do that?" Also you may offend a lot of people you care about with your new dose of arrogance. But lets be honest, you look great, you feel great and you are doing great, so you are the best? Why not just know it instead of constantly remind people. You dont need to prove it.

The consequences;

You may square off to a big bloke, you may get insults thrown at you, you may get people who love you telling you what an ass you are, you may get crazy girls texting you all night (after one date, true story), you may get stalkers, you may get threats, you may get criticised, you may get obsessed by many, you may get told farcical things about yourself, whatever happens, how do you react?

My dad said to me he was worried about me, because I just am in a flow, doing what I want when I want and said to me "you need to be careful be a nicer person." Thing is, I love my family, I love helping them when i can, and I am not some sort of drug taking hobo brute. I am just a cocky funny dude. My father is a mellow doormat whos wife controls him all day long.

So really, if youre content and you are good as you are, and are improving (i got a girls number in 2 minutes, a new record for me on the weekend, she was a babe too) then just keep doing what you do. People are jealous often of brilliance, confidence and arrogance.

Look at Cristiano Ronaldo, is hurled abuse all the time, ridiculed infront of thousands of people when he plays soccer, but hes so good it doesnt faze him. Think like they do, focus on your game, not on 1000s calling you a "wanker."