This is going to be long.

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I am a 21 year old guy from germany, I can look back on almost 3 Generations of great men that have been fucked over by women one way or another.

This is their Story.

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GRANDPA'S RISE TO GLORY

Grand-Granma was a slut of the first emancipation wave in the 1920s. Had a fuckton of illicit children with all kinds of dirtbags, including some movie stars of the period. Drove a motorcylce, smoked cirgars. Absolute trash. Dropped my infant grandpa of at her mothers house. The old woman died later on and the boy was trapped inside the apartment with the dead body for days.

Afterwards he went on the orphange tour until a male relative decided to take him under his wings. God bless this guy, I can not repeat this enough, GOD BLESS THIS GUY. He was a man of the old type, ww2 medic, we still have a potrait of him in our living room, from the time when he served in Poland.

This demigod of a man, he sets my grandpa straight, makes sure he gets through school has a job and a stable social life. Everything is great. My grandpa was a fucking beast, insanely strong and athletic. When he got drafted to do his mandatory military service he had a few run-ins with superiours and from the stories I was told, he not only fucking ripped apart the handcuffs they put him in, he also physically removed the iron bars on the windows of his holding cell. What a beast.

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He later on went to work as an apprentice for a small company called AUDI, not sure if you have heard of that one but anyways, one day a fire breaks out in the place where they work on prototype vehicles, a battery had started burning. My grandpa fucking reached into the fire and ripped the cables off, saving the company fuckloads of money.

Result: BIG FAT PROMOTION, they basically gave him a desk job and he was allowed to drive prototype cars. He was a demigod. One time he drove one of these cars to work with a colleague on the passengers seat. He's on a two lane road and changes to the left lane to overtake a convoy of trucks at full speed.

Suddenly a truck in the convoy pulls out to make a turn, blocking the road. What does my beast of a grandpa do? He fucking accelerates. Yeah you heard that right.

He fucking speeds up and turns the car sideways so they don't crash into the truck full frontal. Brutal.

Now, what on earth could possibly ruin such a mans life? A man who came from nothing, who was abandoned by his bitch of a mother, fought his way back to the top, went boxing in his spare time, threw javelins on the football field behind his house in his free time. You know the answer.

A woman.

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GRANDPA'S DOWNFALL AT THE HANDS OF A WOMAN

She came from a noble family that had escaped from the eastern germany states during late ww2. They lost a factory and a lot of wealth, mainly because another woman (obviously) refused to pack her shit and move to germany, taking the money with her. When it was too late, they had to flee and leave everything behind.

The factory building still stands, I found pictures of it online and we still own the family seal-ring. It's a huge ring that you press into the hot wax when sending a letter.

Since this woman came from a noble family she literally had no skills, nothing. She couldn't cook, clean or do shit because she had always relied on literal servants to do the work for her. My dad still despises certain foods to this day because they remind him of the shit his mother served him.

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Another thing that happened was, that she cut off my grandpa from all his friends because she looked at them as subhumans because most of them were local farmers and farm boys.

(However, at this point its wise to point out that all women try to cut you of from your male friends, it's a very common tactic to gain more control over the man/husband.)

So Over time my granddads relationship to the village population declined so much that he actually got into fights with them (which he obivously won since he was a strong as fuck and a hobby boxer).

This cunt then proceeded to grind this man down more and more. She always dried to regain that noble entitlement that she had as a young girl and so she forced my grandad to open up a small and very unprofitable shop in the village.

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Now, this is where my father comes into play

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MY FATHERS RISE TO GLORY

Growing up, she treated him like shit. When he came home with a 'B' she would just look at him and say "why not an A'' "

She would hit him, but my dad had inherited my grandpas genes and would just tell her to fuck off.

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His ususal reaction to trouble at home was to jump on his bicycle and go somewhere in the surrounding countryside. To this day he knows every small hidden way and crevice up to 20miles around the village. Shows you just how many times he must have run away.

When my dad was 14 he pulled the ejection seat on himself and got himself into a catholic boarding school which had a huge and positive impact on his life.

As he was now removed from the toxic influence of his mother he began doing what all men do, he started fixing himself.

He realized that he wasn't a dumb idiot like his mother had made him to believe, he got good grades, jobs, he bought his own car etc....

He went the same road my grandfather had gone earlier. A young man, budding, on his way to greatness. I have a picture of my dad when he was 18 years old, on top of fucking Mont Blanc - the biggest mountain in the entire Alps.

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15,781ft high. Not only that, they went up there from the foot of the mountain. Most people take the lift and just walk the last meters. He and his brother where forced to sleep outside even though there was a snowstorm going on. The saftey hut was simply filled with people.

On the same night, two dutch men got lost in the very same storm. One died, one was evacuatd the next morning by helicopter.

My dad and his brother went on to reach the summit on the next morning. After climbing down again they smelled like shit since they hadn't showered in 4 days but instead of resting they said fuck it and went up another mountain in the area. This one was just 9800 ft tall ;)

(For reference: When I was 18, I sat in my room and jerked off to anime.)

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See? My dad had turned into the same kind of beast my grandpas was, same genes after all.

My dad did a lot of things like this, he is good with mathmatics as well. His life was basically set. Fuck bitches, get rich, right?

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My dad was climbing the career ladder by shere competence, not qualification. He dropped school when they decided to fuck him in the ass. Basically they accused him of cheating by looking at another persons test papers, which was impossible since that person sat on the other side of the fucking room. So my dad gave them the middle finger and dropped out. May seem retarded to us normal guys but hey, he really didn't give a fuck. Beast.

So this is how he would do it: He would take low level jobs, then he would look around for money-drains in the company, then he would do the math and present his findings to some willing higher up. He did this three times that I am aware of and each time he basically went from janitor to something like head of logistics in on step, simply because hey figured out how to save the company tons of money. Smart guy. What could go wrong right? NOPE. What could it be now? A fucking woman, of course.

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MY DAD'S DOWNFALL

To this very day my dad thinks that marrying a single mom with two kids was a bargain. This cunt, I can not even put it in words. She had two kids with a genetic 10/10, an american GI from Hawaii. Once she had the genes secured she waited for an opportunity to dump him. They didn't have much money and the Soldier-Dude worked in a club in the evening.

One day he tries to break up a fight and gets knocked out. Then the fuckers proceed to stomp on his neck a few times. Fortuntely for him his nerves where only mushed, not severed. He would be able to make a full revocvery.

Now get this: My mom visited him ONCE in the hospital when she got the inital call. The guy was in a fuckign coma and she dropped him like the iron was white hot. Married women, two kids. Un-fucking-believable. No guilt. My dad thinks he made a good deal, stealing the wive and kids of a man who is in a fucking COMA.

As sad as it is to say, he got what he deserved over the next 30 years. My mom even admits that she only got together with my dad because she thought he had good financial potential.

Now, if my mothers move seems psycho to you - it isn't. It's normal female behaviour.

EXAMPLE: My grandmother

When my mom was young she owned a small white dog called Timmy. At the age of 15 she had to move out to take an apprencticeship at a hotel, where she had been provided with a room. Obivously she couldnt take the dog with her. My grandmother had to take care of it until my mom could find a better place to stay at.

After my mom moved out, I don't know the exact time frame, my grandmother took the dog to a local hunter and had him shot. Just like that. No guilt.

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Infact, MY first memory of grandmother is of her, hitting me in the face after I came downstairs with a yellow rubber duck I had taken from the bathroom.

I never met either of my two grandfathers. My dads father moved away, the fighting with my dad was too much. My dads mother died of breast cancer, she got an early dianosis but refused to have it operated. My grandfather was too much of a Simp in that regard and instead of ramming one of his fists in her jaw and throwing that bitch on the operating table like the sack of useless meat she was, he succumbed to her wishes and she never went under the knife. My dad fought with all his force, even though he didn't like her, but eventually he gave up.

He once told me in private that, when she died, he didn't even feel that much. He had done everything in his power to save her. He had just accepted that she would die.

Another couple of redflags my dads mom displayed: She was neurotic as fuck, she would literally lie down on the couch and suck on her thumb. According to my mum she also was unable to keep eye-contact for long. Just a train-wreck from the get-go.

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My mom's mom isn't any better.

This is what my mom's and her siblings upbringing looked like:

My granddad would come home for dinner, argue with grandma, then he would jump on his motorcycle and drive to the pub. Afterwards my grandmother would take a rope, tie my crying mother to a chair and go outside to do gardening work, leaving the kids crying and sitting in their own shit&piss. Good job.

My grandfather died in the aformentioned pub. His heart just stopped beating and nobody noticed. They thought he was sleeping on the counter. He was an awesome dude.

Really hard working, worked construction his entire life. Hand-built the entire house my grandmother is still living in, renovated the ENTIRE place serveral times on his OWN.

And he liked me, apparently. I had just been born and there actually is one, the only, photo where my grandfather is holding me in his huge construction worker arms.

The day he died we were on our way to visit and according to my grandmother he was all exited. "They are bringing the little one!" he supposedely said.

He died shortly after in the pub. What a guy. I never got to meet him for real but I miss him anyways. Even my dad says that my grandpa was a cool guy.

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Anways, let's get back to my DAD'S DOWNFALL:

Now, how did my mom get my dad's attention? My dad, like me, has always been kind of an outsider in the social game. It's partly inborn, partly environmental factors from growing up. So my mom couldn't just get him with the usual shit (slight eye contact, brushing on 'accident' etc...).

That didn't work, so she literally walked up while he was on a ladder installing something, grabbed his ass and put a snickers bar in the back pocket of his jeans and walked away. That's all it takes to get one man to completely destroy another mans life. Insanity.

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The honeymoon phase lasted a couple of years, my mom held on to the belief that my dad would become rich and my dad dreamed about having kids of his own.

Eventually I was born and I am very much like my father in all respects, mentally and physically. Why do I say this? Because I am not so sure about that when it comes to my two younger siblings.

Only recently my parents jokingly told me the story of how the doctor miscaluclated my little brothers time of birth by a "couple of months".

I don't know if my dad is retarded in an autistic sense, so he can't read between the lines but is good at math or something, but that sounds fishy to me. And I have had people tell me before that me and my brother look nothing alike.

My mom would've been in her mid 30s at the time, so it works out. Second phase of baby-rabies, right?

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Anyways, once my mom realized that my dad wasn't gonna change, she went psycho on his ass. Here you have a extremely high-test man colliding with a woman that is build like a brick shithouse and is very loud. Throw a couple of kids in the mix and you get MK-ULTRA levels of trauma.

I remember sitting at the dinner table as a kid, we were all crying, my dad threw a knife at the wall in anger, it got stuck. In turn my mom wrecked some of his shit.

Then she tried to guilt shame him by accusing him of making the kids cry etc....

Often my dad would do the tried&true method of just running away in his car.

Just madness. Almost 20 years later, the huge glass in the front door is still broken, we still haven't gotten a new kitchen door etc...

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As my parents got older, they begann to cool down a lot. I got most of the trauma and I am the least social, my younger brother is mid-tier social and my little sister got the least of it and is highly integrated.

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My mom told everyone that my dad was a psycho and a bad man. She conspired against him by manipulating the kids into disliking him.

My dad at the time was working 70 hours a month, making huge amounts of money, so much money that the government thought he was fucking with them. They accused him of being fake-self-employed to avoid taxes or some shit.

There is so much to this story, so so much, I can't get into all of it.

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Suffice to say, my dad was my closest friend growing up even though all the things that happened had turned him into a un-employed couch-potatoe with mental issues/anxiety.

He hasn't had a job in the last 20 years and instead played the role of the stay-at-home dad. My dad sacrificed his career because he was afraid that my mom would ruin us.

Why didn't she divorce him? He He, good question.

First of, my dad is not on any of the birth certificates, so he is not legaly our dad. He has no money, no retirement plan but he owns 2 houses and two properties which gain around 3000$ in value every month in the current economical situation.

He is still living with my mom and us, in the same house.

He and my mom get along but my mom has told me once that if it wasn't for the kids, she would've left him a long time ago.

Right now she is conspiring against him with some of her relatives. When I was younger I always thought

he was crazy when he would say that these women are trying to fucking destroy him behind his back.

Now, I understand. I recently got up at night to take a piss and caught my mom sitting on the toilet, talking to another woman on the phone about fucking up my dad.

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As it is, he is in a bad spot. I try to help him but his pride is getting in the way. He is like a wounded lion. He won't let anyone get near him. He even says that he has to get out of this alone.

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Let's continue with my Story:

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MY DOWNFALL:

Growing up I was always a weirdo, I look normal but even as a toddler I isolated myself from other people.

My dad taught me how to read when I was 4 and from that point on I have spend most my time reading. I never had more than one friend at a time and I never felt much attachement besides mutual interests.

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As I got older, I developed an interest in history. From there, I got into philosophy.

Philosophy is the mother of all sciences. Within months my political outlook took a sharp right turn as I realized just how much misinformation I was being fed everyday.

I never cared about women much. Obivously I masturbated a lot as a teenager but I only had two crushes.

One died off naturally, the other one lasted a year before the girl in question finally sat down next to me on the bus and I could hear her talk for the first time.

It was so devastatingly dumb that it immediately killed everything I had felt before.

I failed at school a couple of times, never put in effort, got suidical, started looking for male help from my dad but gynocentrism got in the way and I was sent into a mental hospital from which I was released shortly after. They simply realized that there was nothing wrong with me.

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On my path to self-actualization I came upon the redpill and eventually MGTOW.

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I have a goal for my life: I want to become an independent artist and I want to become a student at the Angel Academy of Art in Florence.

This is a life long quest, not some spontaneous decision.

I felt this calling in 7th grade, when I saw someone draw a realistic camel on paper.

I have wasted 9 years, going on 10.

It's time to get my shit together.

But first I'll need your help, especially from some of you older guys.

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I NEED HELP:

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Despite everything I knew about women and the world in general, despite my family history (and the things I have described above are just a SMALL, very small fraction of the BULLSHIT that has been going down over the years), despite all that - I got into a relationship with a girl (19y/o, 168cm, 70kg - fucking overweight, blonde)

My first relationship ever, I am a virgin and plan to stay that way for life. Sex has never been my main priority, I think a nice looking airplane gives me more satisfaction than that.

I met her at a job-related place. We had to introduce ourself and I stated that I am mainly interested in reading books.

This cunt started bringing books with her into work and pretended to read them around me. I have no idea how the fuck I didn't catch that scam.

Now, that I have actually been at her place (she still lives with her parents) I have realized that she has no, ZERO books in her room.

The redflags are too many to write out so here cometh the bullet points:

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  • already talks about the wedding (when I asked her how I am supposed to pay for that shit she said I should just take a loan)
  • sex as a reward system (she is making me wait for everything - if girls want sex they don't make it a transaction, they just fuck you right away), she is gradually letting me do more things to hook me, like a drug addict.)
  • she is NOT sexually attracted to me at all. I can literally finger her for an hour, massage her tits until she is grabbing onto me, beat red face, and she will just act indifferent to my hard dick or she will display disgust ("EWWWW") and not even give me a handjob because it's "exhausting"
  • she is hiding her past. When I somehow get close to finding something out she gets defensive quickly. One time we took the train together and we met one of her former female classmates. My gf had to get out early and I was left with the female classmate. We didn't talk much. The girl was basically low tier trash, piercings, tatoos etc... (show me your friends and I show you who you are....) later on, my gf writes me "how was it, did you talk after I got off the train?" First of, why does she worry about that? What are you trying to hide bitch!? I replied "Oh girl, she told me EVERYTHING, you naught girl". She lost her shit and kept insisting that I tell her what I supposedely knew. AS THE BIBLE SAYS: "the guilty flee where no one persueth"

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  • when I ghost her she goes full psycho (recently ghosted her after she began making fun of me (never never never reveal your weaknesses to a women, only give them misinformation or don't say anthing at all. I showed her pictures of my back and told her that I was insecure about my posture. Once women know your weaknesses they will push that button as often as they can until you end the relationship. In this case, she is making edits of pictures of my back that I send her, she draws dicks and piles of shit on my back but plays it of as fun "I am just beeing ironic, yeez you are so insecure".) I ghosted her for a mere 6 hours after she insulted me. I went outside to help my dad fix his car and then I drove 80 miles to pick up my mom. When I came back home I had 4 missed calls and a ton of messages, lots of them deleted. She also got her parents involved, which brings me to my next redflag:

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  • she has a strong connection to her dad. Not the good kind. He kisses her ON THE MOUTH in front of me. Her older brother is getting vicitimized by the two fat twin daugthers and the father. I was at the dinner table and the dad openly said that they would trade in their son for me in a heartbeat. The son was sitting next to me. Fuck.

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  • I was not allowed to visit her until she had cleaned up her room. After seeing her twin sisters room, I know why. Hiroshima is joke compared to that shit.

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  • She has a fuck ton of plush toys - high fertility mode/subconsciously wants babies

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  • I made the mistake of initally telling her that I was a virgin with zero relationship experience. She's playing her cards accordingly and pretending to be this innocent girl with no experience what so ever.
  • First time I fingered her I felt no hymen but it was VERY tight, like I couldn't fit my middle finger in there.Strangely enough, later on I could get two or more fingers in and still felt no hymen. HMMMMMM

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  • Virginity: She is a fat shut-in, her dad has restriced her internet access to 3 hours a day (!!!! why?! she won't tell me)
  • She supposedely is very anti-social-media but when I asked for pictures she went into a locked folder on her phone (!!) and gave me some shots that looked like straight from tinder, hoe make up and pose, duckface etc....

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  • tinder: how the fuck does she even know about that shit if she is so innocent?
  • her sister told me that she is only nice to me and constantely shits on other people
  • she has told her family and friends that I am an insecure fuck and now they treat me like that (I once ghosted her for 2 days and went into an art gallery, enjoying myself and ignoring her - she interprets that as insecurity. What actually happenend? I wrote her a message saying that "I like her curves" to which she replied that I would have to wait at least 2 YEARS before I would be allowed to write something like that)

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  • Her mother is giving me hints (PROTIP: Women are jealous of each other ALL THE TIME. Mothers are jealous of their daughters boyfriends for example. They will use any opportunity to subtly destory or negatively affect the relationship - KEEP YOUR EARS OPEN AND READ BETWEEN THE LINES) I was eating breakfeast with the family. During conversation the mother suddenly goes "Oh yeah, men don't talk badly about other people behind their back, that's something that women are more likely to do, tee heee" - looks me straight in the face.

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  • She has a LIST of requirements for her boyfriends (it is small but again, she is probably hiding a lot of points from me) Here are the points: Has to be taller than her, has to have brown hair, no glasses, has to be smart, has to be strong, has to have nice eyes)

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which brings me to my next point:

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  • Money&Status: These are her life goals: Find a good paying job, build her own house, buy a lamborghini (!!), two kids - not more.
  • She already looked up how much I will be earning and has at times said that she will earn more than me.

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  • I was speeding on a country road and flipped the car. Could've been dead easily. Nothing happened though. Beginners luck. Here's my observation: She showed way more of a reaction when I ghosted her. She didn't even give a fuck that I could've died right then and there. She has also said that initially she only wanted to be friends with me. Which means "beta bitch boy"

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  • Attention whore Deluxe: As you can see from the point above this one, I fall into the category of emotional tampon. The reason I exist is to give her attention, nothing else. I was at her place and got bored so I installed a game on her computer and we played together, she sat on my lap. Afterwards she lays down on the bed and I continue playing for a bit. She gets somewhat upset but tries to hide it and basically begins commanding me to join her in bed. The fact that I was enjoying myself without her, playing this game, was unbearable to the witches mind.

This same scenario happened again last week-end. We talked via video-call and I watched a video while talking to her and the video made me laugh. She fucking stopped the call and wrote something like "good night and have fun with your funny videos"

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  • HONESTY: She doesn't show me her phone, but I think she went through mine at least once. Either when I was sleeping or while I was in the shower.

When I came back into her room after showering she seemed surprised and muttered something like "oh wow you're done already"

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  • One time she gave me her phone to read a message and I started scrolling but she suddenly took the phone from my hand and said "hey, you're not supposed to read EVERYTHING teeeheee"

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  • This is interesting because I gave her the phone number of a former friend of mine. I say former because I realized that I seem to attract manipulative people so I cut him out of my social circle. She started talking to him. From what I could read they exchanged messages on how to manipulate me.

One message I distinctely remember said something to the liking of "well, I'm gonna get him to stop doing that" like she was planning to change me.

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  • Her family has a history of mintor mental illness - the grandmother is strange/selfish, I also got to meet her aunt which creeped me the fuck out.Do you remember that woman from "A clockwork orange" with all the weird dick-sculptures in her apartement? Like a minor version of that.

The aunt has recently broken up with her longterm boyfriend. If you believe her side of the story, it was obivously all his fault and he suddenly and for no reason packed her shit in boxes and dropped it of in front of the store she is working at.

No reason. I know men don't act out on a whim. She must've hurt him bad.

From what I could deduce, this "crazy man" had been the owner of a parrot, which he loved. Now, this bird suddenly died, which somehow relates to the relationship ending.

You know what I am thinking, most of you probably have read that post from a couple of weeks ago, where the girlfriend crushed the guys pet tarantula.

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  • After I realized that I had made a mistake by getting involved with this woman (ca 2 weeks into the relationship) I began playing games with her to test some redpill/mgtow concepts and claims. I played beta for a while, constantely texting her, acting insecure, getting her angry, playing alpha in person and acting beta when we texted. Sometimes, when she gets really upset, she slips up and admits things. One time she slipped and went "of course I could've picked somone else but, I wanted a smart man not a dumb one" which implies that she was dating 2 guys at the same time, me and somone else.

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  • one time she went to take a shit and left her gmail account open. None of her contacts are saved with profile pictures EXCEPT ONE. I looked him up on Facebook. It's a guy, highly successful, a bit older than me, top student, currently attending an university in the USA. Make of that what you want.

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  • She doesn't let me make her orgasm. I get close but then she stops me. My interpretation: She does not want to loose control to someone she perceives as weak. It has to be Chad who does it to her.

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  • It's a huuuuuuuge waste of time, the entire thing. I work from 7 am to 5 in the afternoon. Add driving time, I work from 6 to 6, besides friday because I get to leave early.

I have goals in my life. I once saw a video from a businessman who had this rule that, if you want to achieve something you should aim to put in 40+ hours a week aside from your day job. I can do that - WITHOUT HER. I can work 3-4 hours or more extra after work during the week. On the week-end I can easily work 12 hours or more because I am passionate about what I do and I tend to forget about the time easily.

She is holding me back in that regard. Everytime that we can't see each other on the week-ends I am sooooooo productive, it's infuriating.

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  • Right now I am playing a card that usually belongs to the fair gender: I am telling her that it would be ok if she got together with someone else as long as she was honest aboutit etc.. basically playing the cuck card or rather, as women perceive it, in her head I am projecting because I have cheated on her or something.

So far, contact has broken down quite a bit already. I hope she finds another provider soon.

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Again, I am afraid of ghosting her because her father is the type of guy who hides his crazyness and the guy served in the military for 12 years and she might show up at my place with her dad. She has recently told me that she fucking destroys people that get in her way or that hurt her.

So, my goal in this is the following: I need HER to leave ME, to avoid trouble. That's what older MGTOW guys write online and it makes sense.

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  • one last point of many that I could make: MANIPULATION:

I am a guy who grew up in fight-or-flight mode. I have a very good intuition. I notice when people talk about me behind my back, it's like spiderman tingles.

I notice things, patterns in behaviour and conversation. Not a lot that slips through my radar.

She doesn't know this, so it works in my favour.

She plays the chameleon, but on a crazy level.

She remembers things that I said two months ago and brings them up in conversation just to go "oh wow we are so alike, we are soul-mates teehee"

For example: Last december we were standing next to a construction site and I remarked how easy it would be to steal material to build a shelter if one was, let's say homeless or something.

Months later we are outside, walking in the sun. We pass a construction site. She basically says what I said above to which I reply (in a calculated move) "oh wow, exactely my thoughts" she: "teehee we are soo alike, we must be soul-mates"

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-ANOTHER THING: WOMEN HAVE NO HOBBIES/INTERESTS BESIDES THE ONES THAT MEN IMPRESS ON THEM

Her favourite band is Queen. Her dad (the closest male figure IF SHE WAS A VIRGIN) does not listen to Queen.

Where does this come from? Another guy?

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  • now, last point, I promise: This is far fetched but MGTOW men always advice guys like me to trust their gut.

Last week-end her family went to stay at her grandathers place, a couple of states away.

She has her own room there because she stayed there for a year doing social work.

When her dad gave her the option to stay at home with me since we would have the house for ourselves, she denied.

Later on, she send me a lot of voice messages and in one message she sounded like she was having sex (heavy breathing etc...)

to which I replied "are you in bed?" and she answered "how do you know?"

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I think she has a boyfriend in that place, a guy she met when she did the year of social work. You know how women behave when you take away or lessen the possibility of social shaming (absolute sluts while traveling, virgins at home haha)

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  • ALSO: Her pussy is fucked up. Like her labia are really wrinkly. It could be the vegeterian diet that her dad has forced on the family for the last 2 decades, no collagen basically, or it could be from riding the cock-ride. I have trouble finding her clit with my fingers, it's that bad.

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NOW FINALLY, can you guys help me out? How do I eject from this shitshow? She is getting bitchier and bitchier as we go on. She hasn't started demanding shit yet but she gave me presents but I never returned the favour LOL (which is what she expected. Women are incapable of altruism. She gives you something - you are supposed to pay it back x10).

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So, she is still being all nice to me but I have called her out on her bullshit and she is making more and more freudian slips. Like when I told her that she was a slut and she knew it, she didn't just deny it outright. Instead she said "you have no evidence", to which I replied "I need no evidence, you know exactely what I mean"

The goals here is clearly to make me commit to the point of marriage, she already is talking about co-habitation but I would rather stay at my parents house and retire early haha. She also talking about coaxing me into a lot of shit with her girlfriends.

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Should I just lie and tell her that I am a raging pedophile homophobe or something?

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TL;DR

I got into a relationship with a woman despite knowing better. The red flags are MAJOR and I don't know how to get out of this.

Can you guys give me advice? I can't act broke, I have no money anways.

I am the attention giver in this relationship, I am the emotional tampon. I get nothing out of this, I make HER laugh, I drive her around think of places to go and she doesn't even give me a handjob when I ask her to.

HOW DO I ABORT THIS NUKE? HELP!

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EDIT: HAHA I just posted my face on one of the reddit subs where women rate your face: Consensus: Shit face, shit posture, no muscle, I look like a rapist - total 3,5/10

I never cared about my looks or what other people think about me, I have always lived in my own head. Fuck this gynocentric system, I am going monk.

I lost most of my libido anyways, after realizing how disgusting the culture around me is. Chads getting blowjobs from girls at parties while people are cheering them.

Girls in my class talking about giving head at the age of 15, it's fucking over lads, fuck this shit.

The way they act for chad and how they present themselves for us normal guys, that really fucks me up and still makes me rage a little. How many mothers kiss their kids goodnight with cum-breath while their husband is sleeping from another hard day at work?

I see it around me, my colleagues at my job. Working long hours, coming home just to renovate the new house they just bought for the bitch.

My boss getting a call from his wife, yelling at him through the phone. He hung up and looked at me and straight up said "I don't know why I got married, kid, don't get married"

His wife is the typical run-down slut. He knew her in high school, didn't see her for 10 years, then she contacts him and they got together for 2 years before they married.

2 kids and on his way to the rape of his life.