As you know i made thread here about my now EX girlfriend which i basically thought i was just nice person when all i was is weak little bitch. Today after spending all night, yes all night awake reading the sidebar, Some of it hit me like a brick in the face!
Now i called her and asked if we could talk, she said No i’m busy can i call you later? which is not the first time she says this than calls 20-30minutes later, I asked her if i could come over before work and talk and she hesitated and said why? So i said You will find out then i went to her place and told her that i was breaking up with her and i had her stuff in this bag which i handed over to her. She started crying asking me why i was doing this i told her you know why.. and what she said shocked me...she said I’m sorry i’ve been such a bitch to you and ignoring your messages but i’ll change i’ll promise you just give me another chance people deserve 2nd chance. I almost budged and said ok i’m sorry but instead i did my best to be “mean” and said you had your chance then i walked out before her crying would make me stick with her, because women crying affects me easily, it’d a trick i fall for everytime but I blocked her number and her facebook account.
I just wanted to thank you guys for helping me out, thank the people who made the sidebar, and as some of you said she was ignoring the messages and yes that was true, she also knew where she had me and how she treated me. This was a 4 year LTR ending. Now the road of unknown takes me somewhere. All i need to do now is to remind myself why i ended it.