I guess rant/venting might be the wrong flair for this, since it’s not really negative, but I flaired it as such because it’s basically the same thing in the sense that there’s no real point to this. I just wanted to talk about how much of a good mood it put me in.
There was this girl I used to orbit in high school, we’ll call her “M”. She was HB9/10 at the time, every guy who knew her wanted to fuck her. I was probably the worst of her orbiters, I put her on a pedestal, followed her everywhere, dreamed of marrying her, etc. Of course, in return she just rejected me and took advantage of me, no surprise there. I stopped talking to her a long time ago once I finally realized how much I hated giving her everything and getting nothing in return.
I ran into her at the grocery store today and had a pretty long conversation with her, just catching up. I always knew the wall was a real thing, but I’ve never actually seen it for myself until today. M is now 200-300 lbs overweight, has 4 kids, and has been married/divorced twice. I don’t know why I feel guilty for feeling this way, but I was fucking elated. It was a real “look how the tables have turned bitch” moment for me. I’ve been in a great mood all day. Of course, now she shows IOI’s, even though I’m having none of it.
In high school I was obese and ugly, but since discovering TRP a few years ago, I’ve dropped all the weight, built some muscle, and have never looked/felt better in my life.
I guess if there was a point to this post, it’s that rejection isn’t always a bad thing? I mean, I seriously dodged a bullet.