I’m coming to terms with the fact that I’m an incel. I can’t believe I’m admitting, but I am. I am NOT Part of their online community and I do NOT believe in a lot of the stuff they say.

However, I hate women. I see them as scum and trash. Simultaneously, I am very sad and depressed that I am a virgin and girls don’t like me. I hate immigrants because I feel they come to America and “steal” the girls. It’s all wrong. I need help, I have to stop this I’m worth more than this. I’m a cute young guy trying to make it in this world and my head is so twisted with these thoughts, life is so short, I can’t waste it like this.

I need a way out.

My views:

  • women have much more sex partners than guys, they created hookup culture and have zero sexual morals.

  • women hate having kids and family, they love abortion.

  • most girls cheat and they can’t be trusted in a relationship.

  • most relationships are ended by women. Girls don’t get sad after breakups, or get hurt. Guys get destroyed while girls go and party and hookup

  • girls are incapable of love. They only ever dated guys because they were forced too, now that hookup culture is the norm, girls have abandoned monogamy. They seek sex with strangers not relationships

  • dating a girl makes you a loser, as other guys fucked her before you, and they just had all the “fun” with her meanwhile you have to be there for her and date her, she is using you to settle and gave her fun and youth to other men

  • girls are shallow, only caring about looks, having “racial preferences” due to dick size, caring about how good a guy is in bed, how much money he makes etc.

  • girls lives are much happier than guys, girls can’t get hurt or heartbroken. Girls can’t get depressed or suicidal if they are even remotely cute and receive attention

  • when girls cry it’s just to manipulate those around them. It’s fake

  • girls hate their families and parents, choosing partying and friends over family. Leaving their home town as soon as they can to move to huge cities.

Okay that’s most of my views towards girls. Please don’t insult me, I’ve already attempted suicide and am seriously considering it again. I wish I was never like this. I want it to stop.

I’m not even 20 yet and I’m screwed. I can’t take it anymore

Update: thank you for all of the support. I didn’t think I’d get it. I’ve posted on reddit so much for therapeutic reasons and met with a lot of hostility. I decided to just grow up and realise I was being an IDIOT. I’ve had female friends, I’ve got with girls in the past, I don’t deserve this idiocy and neither do women or those around me. I am gonna change, but not to “get laid” or anything. Actually, I suspected that I wouldn’t ever get laid and I literally didn’t care - because I wanna love women not hate them, have a healthy mindset to benefit my happiness and those around me. However it turns out I’m actually fairly cute - so fixing my mindset and being happy, I might actually attract a girl, if I am lucky. But if it don’t: it’s okay. I’m not entitled to anything and if I was never to meet another woman again in my life, I still don’t want this hate and sadness in my heart. Thanks for all the replies and the many who private messaged me, which all of them were women bar one - which is just a great show of how kinda women can be and how diverse and different they are.

I’ve got friends, I was working out and continue to do so, I have hobbies but I wanna develop more, try out any sport I can once I get to college, go to college to better myself, all the while working on myself. I feel as if the past year of depression and suicidal thoughts are coming to an end - I have hope again. Thanks everyone