Background: 5'7, 20, have about 6 month of lifting gains (started skinny), well disciplined and top of my class in school

My main issue is just perspective. How am I supposed to see myself in the future? All that flows through my mind is, yeah, nice, you'll be ripped after another 2 years of lifting. But in comparison to other people, you are short and bald. You're shorter than most people and you have no hair to work with. You'll still be at the bottom of the 'top'. And when you walk into a room, most of everyone will be more attractive than you if they have any sense for being in shape. The thought bugs me that all of the hard work I put in might not net me that much in the end. Will I ever start getting IOI's? Like maybe I think that girls are into the way you look more than I should, but if most girls are hounded with orbiters aren't most of them going to be taller than me with hair? It just bugs me and I don't know how to look at myself in comparison to other people. How do you think 'fuck I am the shit' when you are less attractive than most people? And in the end will I net less reward than most people who find TRP? Anyone else who is successful or know someone who's successful with these traits or worse? I just don't understand how to view myself with my circumstances.