I'm 31 and I feel some kind of need for revenge against women shortly pre- and post-wall (25-31+).
How do you guys deal with the fact they never cared for you in their golden days and now that there are no better options left, they are finally giving you a shot?
I feel like it is stupid and keeping me from having so much fun in life, but so far I refuse to date/fuck these women. This is self-sabotage.
I've been thinking about whether this is because of my "standards" in women, but the more I think about it the more I'm sure it's still related to my lack of confidence and my struggle with self worth (fucked up childhood, parents who just don't care even in the present).
Also, I keep thinking I might be too old to have the real cute and young girls.
What to do?