Hi everyone, i found red pill recently. I grew up in a family where there was no male role model. I grew up in a culture where sex is not so common before marriage. I finished my graduation and started working in IT for several years. During my career i never dated anyone at work or outside because of my busy 24/7 work schedule. A year ago i quit my corporate job to travel. During my travel i met so many people from different cultures, i tried talking to girls and hook up. But none of the girls really treated me as a partner for romance. I was always friendzoned, they have always taken me for granted. I was very nice with them due to the blue pill conditioning all my life. And i was needy as well. I started researching how to avoid friend zone topics on internet. Watched some videos on youtube, read books like rational male, no more nice guy, and consistently following red pill forums. At this point of time i am trying to carry abundance mindset when i talk to girls but so far i havent got proper results. I admit I am 4 out of ten in looks and i have average game. And i would like to improve it. Though i wanted to really have sex i never encouraged being with hookers. I really want to live a happy life like others in this planet but sometimes i feel god is unfaithful upon my existense. I am glad i found red pill atleast at this point in my life. I really want to take this pressure off my mind, i feel helpless my brothers.
Edit: I never expected such a great response while posting. I would like to thank each and everyone in the TRP community for responding positively. I have taken so much value from your comments and I will be implementing it in my life from now. My only regret is I wish I had known this community few years ago, but its never too late. I will move forward with positive mindset. Thanks to each and everyone again. Peace!