I am fine with close friends but when it’s guys I’m not super close with I’m not good at communicating the guy language it’s hard to explain. It’s probs cause how I was when I was a kid my friends were just dicks so of theirs like some aggression in a joke I don’t know how to respond and I can’t tell if their shit testing me or what. For example we’re at McDonald’s and one of the guys say I’m gonna need to piss so I’m gonna need you to get the fuck up. And I kinda just freeze cause I don’t get if I should respond angrily or jokingly because I can’t tell if he’s being a dick or what.