Alright this is gonna sound kinda weird. I used to be into crossdressing, and probably will be again at some point but I haven't had the opportunity to do so in a while. I'm just as, if not more, into other crossdressers. Not really as a relationship thing, although I do find a lot of them attractive. On Flickr there's a huge community of mostly hetersexual crossdressing men with alternate "femme" personas. I find it fascinating; it's one of my big interests. I like reading their bios and stories on other websites, not just looking at the pictures/videos, though that's fun as well. I'd say the majority of them are married or in relationships with women. The reason why it restores my faith in humanity is because even though they're mostly 35+, and the previous generations supposedly had an easier time in the dating scene (I do believe that, I know it's not a progressive take but whatever), if men who dress as women completely (and look just as feminine as even celebrity women) can get into relationships, so can I and other "beta males." The existence of these people makes me happy because it sort of disproves the redpill idea that you have to be a peak alpha male at all times physically, emotionally, and financially or else you'll get cheated on or be a virgin. I hope someday a woman will be in a relationship with me as I don't see myself ever being a masculine man. I'm not fat, a neckbeard, or anything like that, I'm just a shy, autistic, skinny guy. And I may get back into crossdressing someday who knows?