I am a late bloomer to red pill, been reading for years however and have been a subtle mgtow. Although i am filled with some hope and i am never married/kids, not in debt, minimalist and fit (job is not a 6 figure warrior however), I don't know how to 'develop' the attraction to women around my age and older.

For example, currently due to the location I am working I see around 10 girls daily in their 20's whom i absolutely melt (for lack of a better word) for - the usual thin, perky types - whom, very unfortunately have no attraction for me (hypergamous + stuck up etc because of said attributes).

So, now that due to finally coming into my own and growing some confidence - I FINALLY do get SOME attraction (after a very quiet 20's, long drought, depression, anxiety, low self esteem etc) it is all from older chicks/women whom I - 9 times out of 10 have none of that primal animal magnetism to completely encapsulate them with love etc.

My question is - is this a learned way of being that all older men have to deal with, is it a maturity i have to face? does it get EASIER to feel/develop attraction to approaching wall-ish and or beta bux and or baby brain and or 30+ and or mostly overweight and or divorced girls?

hopefully you get what i mean
TL:DR - my body age is more mid - late 20's, my MIND is still 18 and wants young sexy girls who light my fire BUT the bastard cruel rule of my life (personally) is that they do not want me.