I’m kinda a perfectionist and so focused on improving my looks and that’s what I have done in the last 3 years (From 15 to 18 years old). I’ve gone from a 3.5/10 to a 6.5/10 thanks to lifting (aesthetic physique, I have really broad shoulders (bones) and small waist as I have been swimming for 12 years), diet (vitamins) and skincare (moisturizers etc.). I’m 5’9 and that penalises me but I accepted that it’s something I can’t change. I’m too obsessed with my looks and it’s detrimental because there’s a limit where you reach your aesthetic potential as most of it is genetics and you are never satisfied even if you look better and healthier than most guys. I want to get in the top of the ladder and be in the 1% of the population. How can I get there? I have all the motivation necessary, the problem is IF I can physically get to 1%.