I'm 28 years old. Been heavily attracted to girls since puberty.

I live in Paris, so there are tons of beautiful young women. You would have to walk 1 hour in Paris to see about 30 to 100 cute girls.

I never got what I wanted from any girl.

I go to the gym, but I'm short, bald and I have an ugly face.

I don't want to die without "getting" some of those hot girls that I have been desiring for almost two decades now. It's physically painful to see them every day and to never get anything.

I used to approach them but since a few years men began to be arrested and thrown to jail for opening women in public spaces. Just last week a man was sent to prison for 1 year because he tried to flirt with a girl on the subway.

I know that with my ugly face, my neediness, desperation and the aftermath of my major depression they would report me trying to talk to them as assault and I don't want to go to jail.