I'm a fit dude with a handsome face. Six-pack abs. I'm in the gym regularly lifting. I've put on some muscle recently and I'm in the process of bulking more. Though I am 5'6" (height failo) 135 lbs (size failo. I was 127-128 lbs in late September though). I look young for my age (late 30s). I hooked up with 3 women within the span of a couple months. But you have any idea how much effort I had to put in to get there? 1 of those 3 women were trans, another was a CD. The last one was cis. Even passing transwomen/CDs have sky-high standards now. The vast majority of them don't reply to my messages.
Meanwhile I have pretty bottoms/vers bottom men on Grindr begging to suck my dick and fuck them up the ass. Chasing me. Even though they know I'm "straight" as I'm only on there to meet transgirls. Women have over-inflated egos because of all the simps sliding in their DMs. Male thirst is far stronger than female thirst overall. Women only thirst for Chad and beta bux. And I'm too short and too scrawny to be a full Chad. But I'd still consider myself a Manlet Chad or at least a Manlet Chadlite. I shouldn't be starving out on these streets. All the fat, obese, skinnyfat reddit soyboys who claim to be getting laid without betabuxxing are liars. Reddit is full of incels in denial. I tried posting this on an online dating sub and it got auto-deleted by the auto-mod even though my comments aren't banned there. They must have shadow banned my posts.
But on Grindr, pretty boy twinks like me are chased after relentlessly even though I'm a top boy. I am too pretty for prison. If I was a bottom, have mercy on me. I even got hit on by a dude from my gym on Grindr who recognized me IRL. When I put in work at the gym, it's mostly men who notice and compliment me. Not women. Women just sit on their ass and eat bon bons and don't put in work to improve themselves because thirsty ass simps slide in their DMs anyways. It's almost all men at my gym putting in work. Very few women. And men appreciate seeing other men work hard in the gym and with diet. At this point, I'm thinking about switching teams, fuck it. This is bullshit.
Even transwomen, they hook up with me a couple and few times. And then I guess they get bored when the shiny new toy factor wears off and then slow fade and ghost me. It sucks. Because of all the Chads and sugar daddies sliding in their DMs. All these unlimited options with online dating. They treat us as disposable JPEGs. I actually caught feelings for a transwoman on HRT back in September that messaged me on Grindr, we met up the same night and hooked up. She wanted to be ongoing FWBs. She was all over me in the beginning. Telling me that I was hot, sexy, cute. Worshipping me. She made me feel like a Chad. And then we hooked up 4 more times after that.
She creeped my profile a few days ago on Grindr, two weeks after I last tried to reach out to her and left me on read on Whatsapp. Not sure what that was about. And I noticed on the day she last left me on read, she posted a cryptic post on IG with a hashtag of #hopelessromantic. I don't know if she posted that before or after I hit her up that day. But it was on the same day. Don't know why she doesn't block me and she creeps my profile when she ghosted me. That was the first time I sucked a dick ffs. That's like a woman blowing Chad and then getting ghosted. That's how I feel. I liked her but I guess I was nothing to her.
Just another cock in the cock carousel to her. Just a toy that she got bored with. On to the next hot guy right? Even though she told me verbally that she cared about me. She was texting me every day. Initiating almost all conversations. She blurred the lines past FWB (which is what she initially wanted and I did too) into romance. She asked me to take her out to dinner and I agreed. She let me treat her to things instead of offering to pay. On our third date I actually had an anxiety attack and she held my hand, kissed and cuddled me. And told me that mental health is important and she was supportive of the fact that I have an anxiety disorder. She has been candid about mental health issues of her own and is an advocate for mental health awareness on her IG.
I spent the night with her the third date and kissed and cuddled with her almost all night. I stayed the night and slept over. She told me that she was mine and that I was hers. I thought she became my girlfriend ffs. She talked about how romantic that night was. She talked about all the activities she wanted to do with me in the future. I'm fucking done with this shit. Tired of getting emotions involved and getting burned. Women are too over-priced by the sexual marketplace.
There's all these hot, pretty men who want me on Grindr. At this point, fuck it, might as well get my dick sucked by a pretty Asian man at this point. The transgirls who liked me (at least briefly) were Asian as well. It seems like they slant towards the feminine.
The pretty Asian guys who like me are prettier and more conventionally attractive than a lot of the women who reject me ffs! Women have their heads inflated by all the male thirst for the feminine out there.
Pussy is not that amazing. It feels good in the moment and then you pop. And then a day later I forget what pussy even feels like. I last fucked some pussy (so a ciswoman this time) last Sunday in the early am and I already forgot what it feels like. What do I got to show for that other than proving to myself that I'm not an incel and get more pussy than the average incel in denial on inceltear and the online dating subs? The woman I hooked up with was a bitch too. I didn't like her as a human being. She was mean to me. Transactional. Demanding, over-bearing, controlling, bossy. She's just a human fleshlight to me.
She wasn't sweet and loving to me. Yet she had the audacity to tell me I used her for sex. Well guess what? She used me for money, having me to pay for her shit on dates. She dumped me because I told her that I didn't like the fact that she had expensive tastes in restaurants and was having me blow all this money on her tab. I told her that I wanted to go Dutch going forward. She agreed a couple times and then told me that I gotta start paying for her again or bye bye.
Gay/bi men don't have to pay for each other, they can go dutch. Gay/bi men at least make me feel appreciated when they flirt with me and chase me. Women think they are hot shit because men are so thirsty for women in 2022. It's time that we men form a union and stop simping for women. We need a gay brotherhood or some shit until women lower their demands.
A part of me is still a hopeless romantic. When I hit it off with the Asian transgirl, I thought, "hey maybe this is the right fit for me because she used to be a man so maybe she understands me." And I started feeling hope and being romantic and shit. But now I'm just full-on black pill and have lost hope of finding love again.