I am 17, half-hispanic, and have autism, the picture link above is what I look like in real life, I talked to my brother's Mexican girlfriend in Mexico, she is 18 years old and her name is Ariadna, my brother told his girlfriend I have autism and that explains my behaviors sometimes, as a result, I have changed my profile picture on this Reddit profile to Brainy from Hey Arnold because I am a disgusting incel and I look like Brainy too.
His girlfriend told on my family because I told her I have autism and I am depressed and autism is the reason why I am depressed and lonely, she doesn't understand English so she told my family why I said that and my cousin told her I have autism and that's why I feel the need to say those things.
Overall, I would say that she doesn't understand autism very well sometimes but she understands better now because of my brother discussing autism with her and my interactions with her.
I'm just disappointed, my brother's Mexican girlfriend doesn't understand what I mean when I talk about having autism and being depressed, it irritates me and makes me think I am ugly, depressed, autistic, loser, and uneducated, yes I can write English but that doesn't mean I'm uneducated severely, I can barely do anything.
Tbh, I look like Brainy from Hey Arnold, I wear stupid glasses sometimes, my eyebrows look mean, I have a beard and good-looking hair, but I still look like Brainy and ugly like him.
I know I'm going to get a lot of hate for looking like Brainy and being ugly, people will assume I came here because I am an ugly incel who has autism and is possibly a homophobe or misogynist but to be honest, those aren't the main issues, the point I'm trying to make is I'm too ugly anyways and have autism, and I look like Brainy from Hey Arnold, and I am going to kill myself soon.