I've helped many of you with a few different accounts here. Either posts or PM's......

I appear to have the answers and seem to have it all together. But I don't.

Seven years from the time she cheated and I just came through a 20 month war.....with my ex trying to take my only son from me......her and her lawyer dragged me through the worst shit you could imagine. Though I succeeded.....even though I just had an amazing weekend with my son......I'm still human. I still have feelings and pain.

Today we were texting back and forth about my 3 year old and his eating and being picky.

She randomly sends me "Happy Father's Day".......it's just gross.

She had a boyfriend the whole divorce. My son calling me his name. My son telling me about baby yoda when I hadn't even introduced him to Star Wars......but clearly "joshy" had.

It's just gross. All of it. From her cheating.....to having a side dude and treating me absolutely horrible. And all I did was try to do the best for my son.

I had so many opportunities to make her and her boyfriends life miserable. I showed restraint because I didn't want to jeopardize custody and being able to be with my son.

I did it all the right way. Not perfectly, but in the end I did all the right things for him.

 

Then today....."Happy Father's Day"

It's all just gross.