I realized I was being manipulated whilst made to believe the marriage could be saved. All she wanted was to come out on top and leave me with as little as possible. Saddest thing that could ever happen.

I’m a sucker it seems, I still love her even though she said she doesn’t and doesn’t care for me anymore.

She will now live with her choices and the consequences of her actions. Hope she is happy with her affair partner and all the drugs and parties she’s being engaging in. She gave up a loving husband and a cute life in exchange for immediate gratification. She was always a sjort term kind of person, while I’ve always been long term.

I’m angry. I’m sad. I still love her. My nightmare is complete. Goodbye love of my life.