Well, after all the mediation, agreeing on 50 50, her going back to every other weekend, back to 50 50, to waking hours only but nearly every day, to settlement meetings. I sit here on Thursday, having sent my final offer with an attached copy of my lease termination. I told them and my attorney that this is my absolute bottom line, and I need a simple yes or no. Her attorney asked for an extra week to counter, I said no - the 1st is my deadline, and yes or no is what I'll accept.

I know in my gut it was a fruitless effort, I offered the bulk of the marital assets to not drag this out, and I stand to gain significantly as far as finances if this goes to court. But. She's going to say no, and let me cancel my lease and live in this he'll with her for another year. And I should have known when this started that there's no way this isn't going to court.

This is a woman that couldn't let the dogs go. They were blind, couldn't feed or toilet themselves. They'd lay awake at night howling in pain. I begged her to let me put them down, but she wouldn't have mercy on them.

This is a woman I gave the world, and when she attained the world, she asked why not the solar system. I offer her everything, and she still chases a better deal. Nothing is good enough, I buy the million dollar dream house, why wasn't it 2. I cook dinner every night for decades, well the chicken is overdone. I take my son to get a haircut at 2 in the afternoon while she was still in bed. She complains I didn't do it earlier while she was asleep.

Now we're stuck, for at least another year - when my attorney said we'll be pursuing primary custodianship and custody, my wife couldn't stop laughing in the middle of a settlement meeting.

I have lived a lot of lives in this one, and I've yet to see any karmic justice ever play out. It just feels like no matter how shitty she is to me, or my son, or anyone. I just have this feeling that somehow, for no apparent reason, it's going to work out in her favor and she'll never learn how to be a human being. I hope I'm wrong, but I need a miracle. Stay frosty boys, I'll see you on the other side of this