I’m just venting. I’ve read it somewhere that women handle divorces better because they generally have better support systems (eg friends, family, etc). It feels true in my case. While we both have our parents, I’m not close with my siblings since we spent most of the time with her side. Once we separated her side doesn’t acknowledge me anymore. Family gatherings on my side are awkward affaires so... As for friends, most of our friends are due to kids school and sports. Again when we separated she got the kids and all of the other parents we used to hang out with. Just today, when I called my kids to say Goodnight I asked what they did today. My daughter said they had the next door neighbors and STBXW’s side over to the house for lunch/dinner. Since I’m staying at my 80+ year old parents place until my apartment becomes available, I’ve been avoiding going out or having people come over so not to get them sick with coved-19. Even if I could invite people over, I’m at a loss of who to invite. My coworkers don’t like to socialize outside of work, most of guys I used to hang out with are married and went to Team STBXW along with their wives, and good friends from pre marriage era live in other time zones. It’s been tough. I can only hope that a vaccine comes out soon so I can go back out and make new friends.