I found the red pill because I was in a phase where I was convinced I would be single forever. I looked up dating advice online (great fucking idea, you dumbass) and found r/theredpill. For months, I did whatever I could to seem "alpha". I thought confidence meant disregarding women's feelings. I thought that women were stupid for not liking me. My behaviors garnered me a reputation for sexual harassment. Every woman who lives in this city avoids me, for good reason.

Essentially, I was emotionally vulnerable, gullible, and desperate. And that's what TRP is: A bunch of desperate, lonely men believing that were easily fooled by a retarded ideology. At first you would feel bad for them, but then you realize they are rape apologists. Socially stunted. Probably never left their house. And when men like this stay inside of an echo chamber, that's when it becomes a threat to everyone's personal safety (see: Elliot Rodger). They become so convinced that they're correct, and the frustration builds up.

Once I left, nothing ever got any better. I still cry myself to sleep quite often, and I know I'll die a bitter virgin. However, for better or for worse, I now know this is my fault, not the fault of women.