Pretty much all of the “useful” advice I got from the manosphere, I knew based on intuition. All they did for me is fill me with rage and insecurity. I’ve ruined multiple potential relationships because I was convinced that I was being played for a fool when I’m pretty sure I wasn’t in retrospect. I’m not sure how to get over this. I’m desperate to find a partner in life and I fucking hate seeing couples everywhere I go. Every fucking opportunity I get, I blow it because I become an insecure wreck. I wasn’t like this before. I got brainwashed and now I’m poisoned. I don’t know how I’ll ever get past it. I’m incredibly insecure and I have no idea how to get past this.