I recently discovered this subreddit (wish I did ages ago), and I'm feeling a lot of guilt and shame over my former pickmeisha behaviour. I had a few years where I was having a difficult time and dropped my standards and let LVM into my life. I had all of the typical pickmeisha behaviour and looking back on it I feel so embarrassed and ashamed that I allowed myself to be treated this way. Im worried that this negative feeling with attract LVM into my life, and cloud my judgement too much. I have since given up dating until I reach my professional/educational/personal goals. Does this feeling eventually pass? What would be the best way to recover from this?